~no matter what happens, i'll keep walking~

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Wednesday, August 25, 2010

in an attempt to get away from brooding about how life turned for the direction that i never wanted, i remembered i do have a sancturary here i can escape to for a while. memories from the past, silly nicknames and avant personalities starts coming back and at this juncture i know somehow i have to let them go in a few days' time.

sometimes life isn't nice to people. i just never thought it'll put me in the 'hate list' and alloted me all the nasty things there is to turn someone's life inside out. for the past few weeks i've been wondering was all these remanents that i brought upon myselfs, years ago after deciding where i want to see my life in future, the person i wanted to be?

i guess there's a price to pay for everything you want, for me, it's somehow too huge to grasp. then again, it's probably my fault.

it is time to come back to earth, but i do hope i can still keep a little bit of heaven.

.~*^Twilight Ring^*~.:

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