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Friday, November 30, 2007


mukyaaa~~~ 100th post!!!!!

haha and a new look on the blog! well actually it had Grimmjow, but this pic looks better.... Byakuya-sama banzai!!

anyway...

it is often how surprising that we don't know a lot of things... just today when i was writing a drabble for Bleach, the sentence pops out that, yeah, despite everything, we can't say we know everything about an issue.

just now, Zephyris told me a few bits and pieces about our favourite seiyuus, and yep, there are many things, shocking as they come, but yes, we don't know...

and also Sapphire, well, she did tell me several things that, um... not really want to use that word because i had enough of it since the Bleach drabble but, traumatized. but then again, we didn't know.

haha, rather emo day actually... wrote the drabble when i should be studying, and well, the response wasn't that good, so went emo... with a lot of

haha.. and also i can't find pictures of Grimmjow.... sob even more...

sigh... i wonder if i did really write badly for that one... i intended it to be a funny one, but somehow... funny bone sleeping today... weeps... hopefully... the GrimmjowXUlquiorra one might make a turn around...

WAAHHH!!!!!!!! cry cry brawl brawl weep weep

i want PSP...


.~*^Twilight Ring^*~.:



Monday, November 19, 2007


99th POST!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!

anyway anyway, been lagging behind posts, so whahaha. well, compared to some fertilizer salesperson...

whahaha!!!! in conjunction to Zephyris' story, the, ehem, 'Forbidden love', blossoming in the cold tundra in the depths of Hueco Mundo, i have decided to put into action my plan of further 'enhancing' their reputation. my plan, together with Zeph, will either propel them to great heights, or plunge them down into the depths of misery. (sounds like my stress essay) well, that's the thing about writing Boy Love, it's kinda hard, especially if you have a STOIC and a MELACHOLIC GRRRRR!!!!... well, reason why Grimmjow is my favourite perhaps is because i can relate to him. frankly he resembles nothing of my previous favourite characters, on the contrary he's everything opposite of my favs, but somehow, dunno why, between him and Ulquiorra, and all other Espadas, i prefer Grimmjow Jaegerjaques. (ohohoho emoti)

on the other hand, having Grimmjow as my fav has it's downsides... somehow, it has this negative impact on me, or rather, feeding on a particular emotion that is residing in me for quite some time, just that i didn't know it. and now i find myself in this extraordinary position of pushing the limits of Raiin as the 6th Division Captain in Konoha... and that is bad. it furthers my troubles, more than the stepping over red lines at the beginning of my UB life. and that, brings me to think about what my friends, and mum (unfortunately) have been saying, which i brush it off with a flick of my hand. what they say is true, but what i believe is also. for someone who is easily distracted, and with a huge failure at hand, i must learn from my mistakes. which is why, control of emotions is important for me, even if it's turning into the cold-blooded merciless sea monster my Pen Name depicts me to be so. unless i grow up and mature, and learn to better organise my life and thoughts, i know i'm still too young.

but that's on my part. and life isn't about me alone, i know. so i don't see how i can fit into that category, which is why i've resented myself to my own fate, and yes, live life as it is. and yes, after arriving in UB i have come to realise that my own stereotype has some truth and faults. the truth hurts, yes, and it is a good lesson where i can safely carve that message into my brain, faults also hurts, since it throws into sharp consideration why i'm still like this. either way, yes, let's just leave the conclusion that i'm still an immature kid.

which is probably i write fanfics, an avenue of having people live the life i want for me. pretty pathetic i know, but i see no other choices.

well, enough rambling about how life sux.... if i don't go back to my history text soon, life is going to sux even more...

.~*^Twilight Ring^*~.:



Sunday, November 11, 2007


pathetic... really pathetic...

sometime i really wonder how long and how much does it take for the stubborn population on this dying planet to realise whatever they did in the past was wrong and it is time to change...

weird. really weird. when the environment already makes it so obvious, and when people point it out, the population can still take the inappropriate advice and continue banging their head against the Great Wall of China, hoping to break it down. People, the wall has been standing there for thousands of years, it didn't break at that time, chances are it won't break anytime soon.

i really wonder... what is going through the minds of these people when they put themselves on top of a molehill and think it's the top of the world... talk about delusion... and the worst part of it is that they bite back when told... and go around preaching to innocent people that they are right...

and the thing is that just now many lessons, mistakes they want to make before they realise the truth? really facinating. and i can't believe these words are comming out of me but, i wish i were 12 Division Captain, Kurotsuchi Mayuri. so i can capture these people and do research on them, opening up their brains and see what's going on there. serious, i'm really curious...

not that i'm putting myself ontop of a molehill and think it's the top of the world, but the thing is that, hate to use this phrase but, i was like that before... well, yeah, being the only child with both parents working, suddenly the attention-seeking urge comes along, and viola. but well, time went on and i realise the truth. and i'm glad that i had parents who point things out to me, and at times, let nature be my teacher.

no one's perfect in this world, that's rather a universal fact, but life's about working towards perfection isn't it?

but to the population who thinks they are better than anyone else, standing on the molehill thinking it's the top of the world, (shakes head) i just wonder why is it that history repeats itself and yet they choose to be stuck in that vicious cycle. i mean... if environment says so, there must be some truth in it right? but well, if that's the case, they refuse to believe, then by all means go to another environment. chances are, 'wheels on the bus go round and round'. so unless u move to Mars or Jupiter, or better choice, Pluto, well.....

but then again, the thing about dealing with these people is to be heartless for once. sometimes i think it's not about goodwill or karma or what... simply, there's no point being nice to these people...

well, if that's the case, i'll go bug my dad to buy an Osim massage chair, extra popcorn stock and a nice big video camera.

.~*^Twilight Ring^*~.:



Friday, November 9, 2007


in light of the nickname war on MSN yesterday or something, i have a lot to say here.

firstly, what goes around, comes around. when words leave the mouth, there isn't an unspoken agreement that it stays within the four walls or 100cm radius. and especially when different versions of the same story gets out, the pieces are bound to come together. yeah, we're girls, sue us for gossiping and being bitchy. (muhahahaha!) but i just can't figure how people can lie without a back-up plan. just words thrown out without thinking of the consequences of backfiring. and those are at the expense of ruining someone's image for the boost of their own. yep, like telling people that someone is chasing after them, which in reality it's the other way round. or asking for opinions from one person and smashing it into pieces behind their back. ouch!

next is verbal VS non-verbal cues. we are living in a high-context culture and that non-verbal cues play a huge importance. tone, gestures, play of words, body language, oculesics etc etc etc. but sadly, the teacher spent about 3 lectures to elaborate about non-verbal cues but i guess i feel sorry for her as her words failed on some people. or perhaps that these people choose to ignore the non-verbal cues, yep, trying to survive desperately using a low-context culture in a high-context culture. and just because people talk to them doesn't mean that they are 'well-liked'. for the love of humanity, humans adapt to environment, NOT CHANGE ENVIRONMENT TO BENEFIT THEM! and seriously, people like Muhammad and Confucius preach using convincing words, not using words like 'DIE' and 'YOU PEOPLE' and with the aggressive tone. yep, it'll make people hate them more then listen to them. frankly, if we are still living in the era of swords and shields, i would have bashed up that person. or i'll gather a whole gang and exile this person into the Kalahari desert with nothing more than a toothbrush and a pack of sherbet lemon (adapted from Johnny English) HEY! THAT'S EXACTLY WHAT I'LL DO! (adapted from nightmare before Christmas, Jack's obsession)

Oh yea, sometimes wikipedia is a good avenue, not just getting info for english essays and history reports and communication portfolio entries, and information of Ninjas and Espadas. there are a lot of info about non-verbal cues which are pretty UNIVERSAL. so sometimes, let's not lose our heads in thinking that the non-verbal cues means something ELSE other than the real meaning that it is conveying. (smiles even more nicely)

filtration is a process of separating things from each other which has been mixed. sometimes filtration is bad because good and bad things are filtered off, and retain those that people want to hear. well, i get the idea that people like to hear nice things (in their own interpretation of what is nice), but truth is, 'the truth hurts'. yep, and makes it sound like it is a bad comment. but trying to force someone to tell them What They Want To Hear? ouch, that's so 'buay hiao bai'. but well, if you want it, i'll give it, although it turns out as a lie from my part. (and i get to blame for it at the end) and well, that brings me to the whole issue of 'don't blame me for not telling you that'. but sometimes, it'll take more than just a smack of truth in these people's face for the ultimate realisation.

doing things in their own way, dominating conversations, is that the proper way to make a good impression??? wow, i didn't know the world changed in that direction?!??! (shocked face) omg, this is serious, but well, judging from my environment, people tend to adopt the traditional way of getting to know people before releasing 'top-secret/private' information. frankly, i think saying more than what they should is a sure-thing guaranteed way to destruction of impressions. (nodds)

"Consistency!!!" cried the two little Flanders, while their father looked at them proudly.

"Thanks, losers..." Bart Simpsons muttered.

well, truth to be told, consistency is rather important, together with truth, and all that stuff. saying that you are nice, and treating only ONE person nicely because that person appeals to you, isn't nice at all, don'tcha think? frankly, i think guys would agree with me that to win a girl's heart, he must first get the support of her friends. and seriously, girls (not willing to use that word but...) gossip, and especially in a small clique when we first start out from school. and the thing is, if we don't like this guy, who 'threaten us with death', 'doesn't mind sacrificing friendships to win that girl', would we even Recommend him to her? let alone try to help them get together.... (oh please look) tsk tsk tsk... and also 'pledging commitment' on one end, and 'despise commitment'. ouch ouch ouch. talk about inconsistency. frankly, words come to me and i pop them like bubbles. but when it concerns me, like when i'm in a rumor spreaded by this person about something absolutely opposite of the truth, 'for you last meal, you're gonna eat those words.' (adapted from Lion King 1 1/2 Hakuna Matata)

"do what a bull does in adversity; charge"

and frankly you'll fall into a bottomless chasm, or into a the Great Wall of China. (laughs like a maniac)

forget it, i'm too tired. i want to get back to Naruto. he is more interesting than this issue seriously.

.~*^Twilight Ring^*~.:



Monday, November 5, 2007


ah. a quick one before i go off for the week.

just read Qianz blog, and yeah. it makes me feel emo also. i miss quite a lot of people actually.

Zephyris (despite the meetups, all the anime stuff!!!! starry eye emoti)

Qianz (long long time never see)

Yuning (whaha, just saw her on Saturday at Cold Storage)

Charissa, Ling (the comical duo that never cease to make me cannot finish my meal)

Jia (hope you're doing well in shanghai!)

Esther, Julianna (our da jie da and the crazy woman, another duo that never cease to make ppl laugh till their guts hurt like hell)

SRGE (the great times we had laughing our heads off, skiving off practices, and the chalet)

Yi Chuang (pal from NCWO)

Si Min (another pal from NCWO, aka hell)

Jian Yuan (chemistry O'lvl tutor, and argument starter)

RongKeng (maths A'lvl tutor, source of humor)

'Brother' (yeah, despite your horrible request yesterday)

Naruto (my mentor from O'lvls)

Temari and Shikamaru (my idol and her husband)

Satoshi (damn you, for skiving last week)

Byakuya-sama (ya, have a great battle this coming week)

Garfield (my most revered teacher/mentor)

Kindaichi (omg, you better make a scene soon...)

Sanzo, Goku, Gojyo, Hakkai (COME BACKK!!!!!!)

and a lot more....

was discussing how to do Zeph's new fanfic just now, between Ulquoirra and Grimmjow... whahaha!!! i feel sooooooo evil!!!! and gosh... i'm as evil as Gin!!!! yay!!!!!!

and discussing that, i felt like doing one myself. and be the ultimate EVIL one!!!!! and destroy their lives man... whahaha!!! although, i don't see how i can destroy two guys with BoyLove....

bwhahahahaha!!! tanoshimi!!!!! omg i'm sooo going to play Devil this time.

Grimmjow to Ulquoirra kiyotsukete na....

.~*^Twilight Ring^*~.:



Saturday, November 3, 2007


whooooo!!!!!!!! yesterday after school went to Zephyris's FINAL concert! whahaha!!!! and it was ssssoooo touching!!!!! omg!!!!! (screaming emoti).

pafuomansu wa daiseko! ometedo!!!!!!!!

'in the jungle, the mighty jungle, the lion sleeeeeepss toniiiiiiiiiiight! inn the junnngle the miiiighty junnnnglee the liiiiiion sleepp toooooooniightttt!!!!'

gosh... they were even better than SRJC's choir, well, they should, because SRJC's one has already fallen in my year... but omg!!! that was so nice!!!! (T.T emoti)

anyway. this past two weeks were equivalent to HELL. as Bedazzled Devil says, 'you don't have to look very hard for heaven or hell, they are right here on earth'. aaaannnnddddd how true.

first there was the stupid html which for your info sux big time because i followed the piece of instructions he gave and in the end there were so many things that he VERBALLY said in a virtual time.

then there was the history paper, where i did on feminism, which caused me huge headache, and the massacre of over 7 million brain cells.

lastly was the saite no puresenteshuon, which for your info, saite, zembu wa ore no sei jane. subete wa ano yarou-tachi no sei. tsubo to iebae wa zetai korosu. ZETAI!!!!!

also.... the most stupidest thing in the world to do is to put your finger into the rotating panel of the aircon. i'm glad it was just a small blood clot and not my finger chopped off or what... ouch.... mental images.... eewW!!!!!

i actually forgot what i wanted to blog about... so hmm... nevermind.

.~*^Twilight Ring^*~.:





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