Saturday, October 24, 2009
apparently words were just words. they have no meaning whatsoever, empty words/promises, well at least to some people. they are in no way conscious of what they say today, and can forget or turn their backs on them the next.
for others, they are concrete promises, resolute meanings, and would never dream of going against them or take them back.
my philosophy in life is simple. do unto others as you would have them do unto you.
if you don't step on my toes, rest assure i take extra precaution.
if you do, don't expect me to treat you the way you expect me to do so, because simply, i take it that's how you want me to treat you.
.~*^Twilight Ring^*~.:
me gosh. i woke up at 4pm today.
while last night i mean this morning was spent reading the lost symbol. whahahahaha
and guess what's the big secret this time? law of attraction.
gotchaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~
yes i was nearly fooled. thanks alot. whahahaha!!!!!
.~*^Twilight Ring^*~.:
Sunday, October 18, 2009
omg hetalia rocks!!!!!!! OMG I've never seen or heard a more RETARDED anime and ending song man. and i've been laughing for 3 days already.
esp the
"Vodkaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~"
whahahahahahahaha!!!!
and what's with Russia's ending theme, why the hell is there Tetris theme!!!!!
and i just love Italy's version. it's SOOOOOO DAMNNNN FREAKKINGGGG RETARDEDDDDD!!!!!!!!
whahahahahaha!!!!!
finally some form of laughter.
.~*^Twilight Ring^*~.:
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
it's amazing how some people vent their unhappiness, by turning their backs LITERATELY on people when others didn't.
that's where the line 'can't be bothered' comes into play to make life easier.
it's also amazing how leopards don't change their spots even when confronted with a tank of bleach, and how they amazingly think their spots are a blend into the plains.
antelopes and other peace-loving creatures have eyes you know.
that's the second time the line 'can't be bothered' comes into play again.
.~*^Twilight Ring^*~.:
Monday, October 12, 2009
ah yes in the end i was right.
that was the kind of 'bull's eye' that i hated to hit.
but it did. so yes, disappointed that i got it right and disappointed what i got it right for.
well done.
.~*^Twilight Ring^*~.:
Sunday, October 11, 2009
shit. i forgot it was naruto's bdae ytd. i have a few people to bla- i mean thank for it.
been going to bed with tears almost everyday, i don't really understand why. maybe because i can't help but think about certain things and the feeling that i've got the answer right on was not at all comforting. but well, i guess i can't expect much. after all, who am i to say i'm important?
maybe my expectations were too high. maybe i judge a book even after reading the abstract.
i love giving up. because it gave me a sense of relief. it might make me feel better, even if it meant betraying the principles i hold dearly in life.
.~*^Twilight Ring^*~.:
Sunday, October 4, 2009
once again, nothing made me smile more than the unexplainable outburst of dear Supervisor, and the screaming of being thrown unexpectedly by our cursed youngster. that's why i love long and completed series. because there's plenty of fun moments, and it doesn't make you curse at the agony of waiting for the next episode.
i still don't understand why i don't go to it the moment i feel down.
ah, finally for some reason, i realise why i was crying the other day. i know i'm slow, but everyone knows that. it just shows that i have an 'auto-pilot' mode in my head, which kept me functional while emo-ing about things. haha. i love myself really. but i'm not narcissistic. no worries, i'll still love my 4 husbands.
oh yea emo-ing. shall not say much, just that i feel bad that people are paying attention to the very one thing i hope to disappear for and trying not to be a prick at it. i guess i've seen the good and the bad of it, and the reason why i'm giving it no attention because i feared it'll turn out to be the 'bad' if i were to carry it out. but well, reason why that might be so, would only be understood by those who have already experienced that. and also, whatever i've thought of, is unfeasible as the other, in the end i just gave up and forget about it. either way, complex as it might sound, tears just find their way, irritating my already swollen eye for no reason at all. because at the end of it, i might just look back and regret.
the profile assignment that i submitted it seems to have an underlying meaning now, that underneath that individual, is my voice, venting out whatever frustrations that i have over this particular issue. like i said, i have the 'auto-pilot' mode, and it must have been the one writing this piece for me, because without noticing, i've written myself into it. and i now realise why it came to me so fluently.
as much as i don't like submitting to whatever that's given to me in this life, i'm really tired of thinking about these issues that make me feel that i'm alone in this world and every day seem like halloween in every aspect of life.
reliability comes from within. i wrote this on my status out of annoyance. but now i fully understood what it really meant.
.~*^Twilight Ring^*~.:
Friday, October 2, 2009
that pair of slippers is cursed. i swear. the first fall it gave me two scrapped knees and a bunch of trips. this time no trips but a sprained leg. and i really think today is suay one. i forgot to pay school fees and went back again, and this is what i got.
yes i'm sure a bunch of people will be happy at the news of my fall.
for the first time in my life, i cried without knowing the reason why. pretty amazing.
.~*^Twilight Ring^*~.:
