Friday, August 28, 2009
wow it's been like what? one million years since the last time i've been here?
and money is like time that flies like nobody's business. i swear i can't wait to get back to school. then i'll probably spend less...
i just love house of the dead. although overkill was simply overrated.
and through the pass weeks, i think i've grown to realise how irritating i was, and how double faced i have been. time to get things straight. i mean, i really really, think that there are times that were damn unbearable. and just like the comic says, well, i guess i'll follow what's right.
perm!!!!!!!!! now i look like Rangiku... omg. this is so overrated. whahaha! i'd rather look like kai instead of her... and yeah, perhaps that was what i initially intended to anyway...
finally one chapter is up. i had it there all along, but just completely forgot about it. and last night i have this huge urge to post it. and yes, woke up to only 1 review, and another one from the 'stalker' whahaha!!!!
miss writing. miss fantasizing. miss the good 'ol days of chasing after people who don't even know we existed. miss the good days where we were after things that sets us apart from the others.
miss the good 'ol days.
and i demand, BBS Suwabe's session. yes, i DEMAND, so there must be a supply.
omg school hasn't even started, and already i'm on Demand/Supply. freak.
.~*^Twilight Ring^*~.:
Friday, August 14, 2009
holidays started.
got HOD, not bad, i think i got hooked onto light gun shooting games. but need the zapper to prevent handicap of hand... now i wan HOD overkill and resident evil umbrella chronicals. no idea why that's named that... NFS sux big time. total regret.
a whole new bunch of movies, not bad, spent the time thinking they sux, they're nice.
random dream about my band back in sec school. totally weird. i think either i was affected by Role Models, or HOD. i am so deluded in that dream.
super not happy with my grades. very very unhappy with it.
.~*^Twilight Ring^*~.:
Sunday, August 9, 2009
sakura, you are a total bitch.
sai is absolutely right, and if he had a tinge more of emotion in him, he would have beaten the crap out of you regardless of whether you are a guy or girl cos you are one big son of a bitch, and i bloody hate you!
i hope you die in the near future. like really die in the hands of some nonsensical idiot, or even killed by sasuke.
.~*^Twilight Ring^*~.:
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
haha. just when i thought i was bad, i saw the worse. my gawd. allow me for a moment to be arrogant and pompous and laugh at what i've been denied for so long.
weird dreams started to come back, but well, they all worked quite well, at least i know that despite all the happenings in real life, at least when i'm sleeping, i could live a life somewhat different from now.
so yes, everytime someone leaves this world, he/she left behind a huge score of stuff to settle, in this case, everything else is settled, except for the gossips behind. like whatever. i mean, now i realise what the hell is call 'filthy rich'. and it all made alot of sense, at the same time, doesn't make any sense at all as to why he only has a minature wardrobe which malfunctioned long time ago, and that dream house seemed so far away to him... it made absolutely no sense at all to me.
the other day mum saw me complained into the phone, and it's just one day into the funeral. she said:
人生就不过如此
when i looked at it, yeah it does seem quite true, i mean afterall, to be cliche a little, we're here today, we might not be tomorrow. but i can't deny the fact that i don't want to live for a future that has not arrived, and missed everything i have now.
perhaps that's the reason why i like to revisit the past. like spending time watching shows over again.
can't wait for isolation from books. and a great day of kickin' butts. the other day i totally kicked aturo's ass with just 5 hits, almost a perfect victory, when the other time we spent like hell to fight him. well, waiting for thursday again. when i finally get to showdown with my da ge :)
.~*^Twilight Ring^*~.:
