Thursday, May 29, 2008
i find myself back, once again, to this little state of mind that many would think i'm stupid and pathetic to be in. but i can't help but think that, without it, i'll be even more lonely, and may do things that in the end i'll regret doing.
they say that it is so, that we shun away after a while. as that thought crossed my mind many times for near the quarter of the year already, i come to think of it not out of jealousy or envy, but rather an act of self-preservation. we have our own arrogance, and unlike some counterparts, i prefer to accept what i have, and live on being proud of who i am.
but after days of being in that state of mind, a moment of difference was enough to let me see the degree of denial i've been living with. and frankly, no matter how much i tweak it around, or say that i'm not, i, in fact, am.
instead of typing what i've been typing for near of a decade, that i want to be Raiin and so on and so forth, i should just accept the fact and face it with dignity and pride. and stop being childish and arrogant to say 'if i can't have it then i don't want it at all'.
i prefer not to think that i live in a fairytale, neither do i want to think that the world is a cruel place. just want to be neutral, and take things as they come.
but at least, let me be cool enough to not be bothered by psychological noise. that i can still wave with a smile at the end of the day, and maintaining a positive outlook on the things that i have, and not be negative about the things that i don't have, even if i'm the only one that was left behind on the island.
i find myself back, once again, to this little state of mind that many would think i'm stupid and pathetic to be in. but i can't help but think that, without it, i'll be even more lonely, and may do things that in the end i'll regret doing.
they say that it is so, that we shun away after a while. as that thought crossed my mind many times for near the quarter of the year already, i come to think of it not out of jealousy or envy, but rather an act of self-preservation. we have our own arrogance, and unlike some counterparts, i prefer to accept what i have, and live on being proud of who i am.
but after days of being in that state of mind, a moment of difference was enough to let me see the degree of denial i've been living with. and frankly, no matter how much i tweak it around, or say that i'm not, i, in fact, am.
instead of typing what i've been typing for near of a decade, that i want to be Raiin and so on and so forth, i should just accept the fact and face it with dignity and pride. and stop being childish and arrogant to say 'if i can't have it then i don't want it at all'.
i prefer not to think that i live in a fairytale, neither do i want to think that the world is a cruel place. just want to be neutral, and take things as they come.
but at least, let me be cool enough to not be bothered by psychological noise. that i can still wave with a smile at the end of the day, and maintaining a positive outlook on the things that i have, and not be negative about the things that i don't have, even if i'm the only one that was left behind on the island.
.~*^Twilight Ring^*~.:
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
nice pic? all the transformations and one poor soul who couldn't transform. Kimmy1988. our ren shen yi yi. the one for us to bully. ohohohoho!
ok, enough pictures, i'm tired already... and i'm running out of pictures...
ok i really forgot what i wanted to post for the entry. something's wrong with me, perhaps it's that whole choinging 3 lvls while sneezing my head off into the night. it sux. let's just say it sux, because any time i tried to choing, it's only 3 lvls max. whatever.
oh ya, reminded of something that i want to laugh about. the other day, Sempai, wait, i think i shouldn't call him that anymore. i'll switch to auntie. and i'll tell you why.
duckie, and i think should be tree, or perhaps shaun wanted to go to monster carnival. so sem- i mean auntie couldn't go because SOMEONE lvl SOOOOOOO high that he/she/whatever cannot enjoy the fun things that happen in maple.
oh ya, reminded of something that i want to laugh about. the other day, Sempai, wait, i think i shouldn't call him that anymore. i'll switch to auntie. and i'll tell you why.
duckie, and i think should be tree, or perhaps shaun wanted to go to monster carnival. so sem- i mean auntie couldn't go because SOMEONE lvl SOOOOOOO high that he/she/whatever cannot enjoy the fun things that happen in maple.
so, out of the kindness of LIZARD (angsty), lizard lent him her account despite being called Ah Ma. f5. and so, this auntie asked me to call him.. for some reason or another and i did, and the first thing i thought when i heard the voice over the phone was:
"shucks, his mum picked up"
and turns out, it's not, it is Sempai now known as Auntie to me. and so, my impression of this person, as Steffi puts it, 'cui liao'.
and come back, my config all messed up. thanks ar, auntie. i on MG in the middle of Ludi. so pai seh can! thanks to you sia.
but what's funny about the incident is his voice. so auntie!!!!!!!! and his admitting of himself sounding like a girl... whahaha.
ok, let's post up some pictures.
some people want to hao lian. and turns out that fire arrow's damage at lvl 48 was 1750, while holy arrow at lvl 120 was only 1060. hao lian somemore lor. and stop bullying me sia. f5f5f5f5f5f5
"shucks, his mum picked up"
and turns out, it's not, it is Sempai now known as Auntie to me. and so, my impression of this person, as Steffi puts it, 'cui liao'.
and come back, my config all messed up. thanks ar, auntie. i on MG in the middle of Ludi. so pai seh can! thanks to you sia.
but what's funny about the incident is his voice. so auntie!!!!!!!! and his admitting of himself sounding like a girl... whahaha.
ok, let's post up some pictures.
some people want to hao lian. and turns out that fire arrow's damage at lvl 48 was 1750, while holy arrow at lvl 120 was only 1060. hao lian somemore lor. and stop bullying me sia. f5f5f5f5f5f5
this is an example of beware of certain characters in maple. this one specifically is 'Qian the ripper', we have 'jack the ripper' in olden days London, and we have 'Qian the ripper' of Kerning subway line 2. please avoid this place for your own safety. (sniggering)
so for some miraculous reason i have this whole bunch of petfood in my inventory, and i threw them out in kerning city, and SOMEBODY picked it up, and started desiaoing people on the ship to orbis. and turns out, one of the strangers onboard is not afking, according to Xiao Qiang. ahaha!!!! so pai seh. Lizard is the mushroom by the way. and ning is the ultimate de, cool one, standing at a corner.
aha, this pic is nice. see the three different faces whahaha!!!!!
once again, the three mages of Gu@rd!@nz. two f3 and one f7. whahahaha!!!!
this picture looks abit wrong somehow... the background is somewhat a romantic setting, and yet two girls are talking there... and the tiger looks somehow wrong on there also. nvm. nice background anyway.
ahaha!!!! 3 aliens. Xiao Qiang, Lizard and Les. the two of them wanted to kidnap me can... mean!!!!!
nice pic? all the transformations and one poor soul who couldn't transform. Kimmy1988. our ren shen yi yi. the one for us to bully. ohohohoho!ok, enough pictures, i'm tired already... and i'm running out of pictures...
.~*^Twilight Ring^*~.:
'here, enjoy some of the ancient air conditioner'
that phrase made me laugh earlier today in the lecture theater for COM202. Namesake, that's the title of the movie honolulu showed us today. as usual, i'm always skeptical about the movies teachers showed us, but in the end i would say 'great movie' when the credits roll.
many a times when we have our own obligations, the first people we tend to neglect would be our parents. and quite frankly, it is what people keep saying 'you can't keep them forever' and 'you can't be staying by your parents forever'. and sometimes if it happens to me, i'll be reminded that what if it were something important, something that like in the movie, the mother tries to call the kid for millions of time while he's out having fun with his girlfriend, and when he's finally back, he receives news that the dad had passed away.
and one thing that struck me most dearly, is not the lives of the children, and not the huge cultural thing which i was supposed to be focusing on, but it was the life of the mother. being born and raised somewhere, and out of a sudden she's whisked away into marriage and straight away into another world, another culture, and into another life, with someone she does not really know, and a place she has never seen before.
and at that point, i was reminded of my mum. and that silent oath that i swore to myself that day i heard about it, and was reminded thanks to Qian. and when i watched the movie, all the more that oath left a deeper imprint on me.
as the show moved on, i wondered how is it that the mother actually succumb to that life she was thrown into. did she really love the husband? or was it out of pure obedience that she complied. or perhaps it was because of the children. the answer to that, i think, i'll never know.
and at the point when she cried over the husband's death, i was reminded of my grandmother, and the day at the funeral of my grandfather. and i asked myself, what is she crying for? is she crying that someone she loves is dead? if that's so does it mean she really loves him? or is it human nature that people feel sad when someone depart from the living? the answer to that, i think once again, i'll never know.
then somehow, i realise, that dreams and family are two things that, when placed on a scale, no matter how much you put in or take out, they'll never balance out. if you want dreams, you'll have to sacrifice some of family, whether is it one that you are building or already have. if you want family, whether is it the one you are building or already have, you'll have to sacrifice your dreams.
so here's my question. i have dreams, hopes, goals and targets i want, no matter how unattainable they are or how realistic they are. with that i have to sacrifice some of family, which i'm convinced i'll not have to worry about the building one part, but the one i already have. it's true, i'm spending more time with my laptop than with my parents. it is no surprise if i hear people telling me to marry my own laptop, which i don't mind, although it'll be a chore seeing that he'll probably die after a few more months of usage, or if i'm lucky enough another year more. but then i'm caught between school work, friends and family. and just as everyone else is complaining about, one day has not enough hours.
ok, i've lost my train of thoughts. i'll just stop here.
.~*^Twilight Ring^*~.:
Thursday, May 22, 2008
recently, ever since the day maple celebrated its 3rd aniversary, i started taking screenshots every now and then, it's like an invisible camera that i have in my hand. i'm just waiting for one screen shot to come before i post everything up here. it was great fun, because somehow, maple had never seem more fun then before... now i know why, some people, regardless of leveling and experience points, decided to continue playing despite it being boring to the core.
and i think i freaked myself out, by choinging 3 levels in that one day when they had the 2x exp and drop, and i bought myself another 2x exp, so all in all it was 4x. and this irritating guy starts to sprout nonsense eversince the moment i told him to CC... and funny thing is i saw him again, afking at orbis tower. this is the second time after i deleted him off my BL that i saw him...
i tried doing hitsugaya, bit i couldn't find a pair of eyes that suited him, and in the end i remember him frowning alot, so this is him. 
recently, ever since the day maple celebrated its 3rd aniversary, i started taking screenshots every now and then, it's like an invisible camera that i have in my hand. i'm just waiting for one screen shot to come before i post everything up here. it was great fun, because somehow, maple had never seem more fun then before... now i know why, some people, regardless of leveling and experience points, decided to continue playing despite it being boring to the core.
remind me to bug sempai until he sends me the screenshot.
and i think i freaked myself out, by choinging 3 levels in that one day when they had the 2x exp and drop, and i bought myself another 2x exp, so all in all it was 4x. and this irritating guy starts to sprout nonsense eversince the moment i told him to CC... and funny thing is i saw him again, afking at orbis tower. this is the second time after i deleted him off my BL that i saw him...
now, i'm sort of freaked out myself, since pretty much sometimes i have the entire guild to myself, and sometimes somebody signs in and says hi, i'll have to answer. so just that day, congraduations to the birth of a new archer Larvenders, and goodbye to magician Chryseis. you shall be sorely missed.
anyway, so Larvenders was having fun playing with bow and arrows, Eliard, i mean Lizard was busy slack training, Ricka07, or i think that's his ign, SUDDENLY said 'hihi' 'why the guild so quiet these days'.
I
Was
Shocked.
so naturally, i said hi and everything, ask ask talk talk. and so, another person has started to call me lizard... well, somehow, for some reason, he remembers that i join the guild at when... werid...
next was our dear SharinganZen, whom, until today i have never talked to, but happens to be a Byakuya fan. and so he came in, as usual the guild was empty except for me, i had to say hi. and so being clueless about maple leafs and all, i had to explain. i managed to barter a bow from him for Larvenders. and so in the midst of hacking Sentinels or Sentinals, whatever, i saw 'kageyoshi', and 'senbonzakura' appeared as he casted spells. well, i've got nothing to say.
the next is dearest Chipmunk, TheodoreJr. who came in and said hi, while Zen was in pq, so naturally, it's equal to be i'm the only in guild again. so i said hi. and why is it that everyone had to say the same thing? 'why is the guild so empty these days'...
LaoBanNiang came in soon, i mean Xiao Qiang came in soon for no reason, and i took over les's job of calling her LaoBanNiang. hehehe. thanks dovely for echoing me by saying 'bb ladyboss' whahaha!!!!!! TheodoreJr, what's with the '...' when i said it?? dorts. f3 you.
Tree has been acting a bit weird these days, sign in for like 1 second and then sign off before anyone can say anything...
oh ya, almost forgot, grads to Sempai's love priest, Ayano Kannagi (i seriously think it's Kannagi Ayano... nevermind i'll ask) for making 4th job. too bad the moment she became a Bishop he had to leave her. whahahahaha!!!!!! serves you right for bullying me all the time... mohohohohoho
Meeeeeeeeeek!
ok i get it, it's rather a boring post. so i'll just upload a few pictures from maple. hopefully, i can get that one last shot.
having fun with maple simulator that day with Xiao Qiang and this was the shot that had me laughing my head off for almost 15 minutes. i hate MapleSEA for not having this cobra.. dxr dxr dxr
having fun with maple simulator that day with Xiao Qiang and this was the shot that had me laughing my head off for almost 15 minutes. i hate MapleSEA for not having this cobra.. dxr dxr dxrbeen after this hairstyle for near of the whole of Lizard's life but it doesn't seem to suit the jester hat or the circlet so forgo-ed it. i'll have rukia have it then. 
i swear when i saw the Ribgol Sword i was half cursing myself for being a Mage and not a Warrior. but well, guess that can't be helped, since the sword, is a hard to get item, and as long as my gor has it, i'm happy.
and talked about the sword and gor. WHY HASN'T ANYONE TOLD ME THAT BLEACH HEAT THE SOUL 5 CAME OUT??? and i'm still stupidly playing Cabal to wait for maple to finish patching!!! Kimmy1988, if i know you played the game and not told me about it, i swear i'll defame you 3 times, and tell NING!
compare Lizard (Eliard) wearing the moonlight, black, and white calaf. i think she looks nicest in the moonlight. black calaf seems nicer. but white calaf makes her look like she's going to a costume party where she's half dressed for a ballroom dance and half for a busker carnival...
haha check out that shot with the 3 mages of Gu@rd!@nz. ahaha! nice
Mages of Maple. whahaha, sounds like Pirates of the Caribbean, so lets have Mages of the Maple Isle. whahahaha!!!
ok, uploading pictures is really tiring, i'll do it in the next post, after i get that one last shot from sempai.
.~*^Twilight Ring^*~.:
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
i realise i have such a tendency to blow things up to unmeasurable degrees when it spawn from just a little sparkle.
and just as stupid as i am, i know i put in quite majority of my efforts to seek approval from people, to some extent i wonder within the people whom i should do so, am i doing it on Zero Sum basis? meaning sacrificing someone else's to satisfy another's. that, i don't know.
i haven't come a long way of reading mangas and animes, as far as the saying 'once bitten twice shy' goes, i think it's fairly hard to convince me when it comes to judging of someone's character.
i told myself once, can't remember when, but i did say that before, after being tricked by something which i once again can't remember, that never judge a book by it's cover, and never judge a character until the story ends.
and now, i realise i should be slapping myself in the face, as i have officially made Uchiha Itachi my 3rd brother.
yes, it's weird. i've been throwing insults and curses at this guy for close to 4 years and now i'm making him my brother. but sometimes, just like Byakuya and Renji, both are people whom i hated, but in the end liked. and Itachi really really reminds me of Byakuya, but i guess Itachi was much much a higher level than his bleach counterpart.
we all know, that sometimes people do things that we hate and we hate them for it, but after some time, we realise that they did it for our own good, or at least, a greater good.
sometimes we may think we know someone, but actually, we don't.
as such, i've once again made the mistake of judging someone, but as the saying goes again, it might be better to put my conclusion after another few weeks, after the truth is really out, then i make my official declaration.
but frankly, (don't say i'm desperate) i hope nothing of these sort happen in real life. because i don't want to be hating someone to realise in the end this person isn't as bad as i thought, and in the end i like this person. just as with Byakuya, Renji, Grimmjow and now Itachi.
i know Shoujo mangas usually depict such scenes, where rivals turn into friends, sometimes even lovers. i'll say it's quite fun, but in my case, when i do say i don't like someone, i really don't. and i really don't want to slap myself once again, and realise it's another case of my 'brothers'.
because i know, my brothers and darling, they are after all virtual. something which i know won't interfere with my real life, at least, not that much. but in real life, reality, sometimes, a mistake can just be too grave to be made, and an early judgmet may just be the end of something that has not even begun.
i realise i have such a tendency to blow things up to unmeasurable degrees when it spawn from just a little sparkle.
and just as stupid as i am, i know i put in quite majority of my efforts to seek approval from people, to some extent i wonder within the people whom i should do so, am i doing it on Zero Sum basis? meaning sacrificing someone else's to satisfy another's. that, i don't know.
i haven't come a long way of reading mangas and animes, as far as the saying 'once bitten twice shy' goes, i think it's fairly hard to convince me when it comes to judging of someone's character.
i told myself once, can't remember when, but i did say that before, after being tricked by something which i once again can't remember, that never judge a book by it's cover, and never judge a character until the story ends.
and now, i realise i should be slapping myself in the face, as i have officially made Uchiha Itachi my 3rd brother.
yes, it's weird. i've been throwing insults and curses at this guy for close to 4 years and now i'm making him my brother. but sometimes, just like Byakuya and Renji, both are people whom i hated, but in the end liked. and Itachi really really reminds me of Byakuya, but i guess Itachi was much much a higher level than his bleach counterpart.
we all know, that sometimes people do things that we hate and we hate them for it, but after some time, we realise that they did it for our own good, or at least, a greater good.
sometimes we may think we know someone, but actually, we don't.
as such, i've once again made the mistake of judging someone, but as the saying goes again, it might be better to put my conclusion after another few weeks, after the truth is really out, then i make my official declaration.
but frankly, (don't say i'm desperate) i hope nothing of these sort happen in real life. because i don't want to be hating someone to realise in the end this person isn't as bad as i thought, and in the end i like this person. just as with Byakuya, Renji, Grimmjow and now Itachi.
i know Shoujo mangas usually depict such scenes, where rivals turn into friends, sometimes even lovers. i'll say it's quite fun, but in my case, when i do say i don't like someone, i really don't. and i really don't want to slap myself once again, and realise it's another case of my 'brothers'.
because i know, my brothers and darling, they are after all virtual. something which i know won't interfere with my real life, at least, not that much. but in real life, reality, sometimes, a mistake can just be too grave to be made, and an early judgmet may just be the end of something that has not even begun.
.~*^Twilight Ring^*~.:
Saturday, May 17, 2008
i think it's pretty fixed that my new name in maple is 'lizard'...
i'm going to curse that guy who started the 'elizard' thing... well, should be ivan...
and not to mention that guy who called me 'lizard' during pq...
and now cyclone, um sorry, 'tree' has started to call me 'lizard', thanks to les' typo on my beautiful name... and now it's 'hi lizard' when i signed in... f3f4f5
frankly i DID say i like lizards, i mean they are helpful ain't they? eating flies and stuff and they are harmless. and quite frankly i prefer them to spiders in terms of climbing walls. because at least, the don't bite. and check out those salamanders and all the lizard family creatures, ooh! geckos! sweet.
and now i'm a lizard. thanks alot...
p.s. to remind myself why cyclone is known as 'tree' or otherwise 'charcoal' by qian, um i mean 'xiao qiang', is because when i signed in and was greeted by 'hi lizard' and i replied with f4 and such, and so i popped a question as to what wilson wanted for a nickname, and i wrote 'spider' which reminded me of this little funny incident in Toy'rus that i pressed a button on a tree and it sang 'insee weensey spider' which qia- i mean 'xiao qiang' hated. so i dedicated the song at that point in the guild chat to xiao qiang, and she said wilson can be that tree who sang that song. and so it became tree for wilson instead of the racket glen, um i meant 'duckie', suggested. and the aftermath was wilson agreed, and that we can all live at the tree, and he will call the chipmunk from our guild to come join them, and the chipmunk happened to be theodorejr, i think his name was 'albert' but everyone calls him 'bird'... and so happen after the stupid sever check i signed in once again, this idiot called me lizard once again, which i have no idea who he is. and then dovely, said to call wilson 'big lizard'. hence in conclusion, there is no fixed nickname for wilson aka cyclone aka tree aka charcoal aka big lizard until next time.
well, when i said all hell broke lose for a quarter of the year already, and now somehow, on Ning's, i mean 'Maria's bdae, somehow, something happened and it seems that place has turned a bit more humane for human existence...
and it appears to be just a little incident that happened just before 'phoenixqueen' joined back the guild, that i needed to talk to qian about something and it's way pass troublesome to use green words, so purple words it is. and somehow 'duckie' joined in, together with my 'brother' les, and we were spaming the guild chat before long.
and what's nice about it is when we have the whole guild to ourselves, and when nice people are around. that's where the whole 'choing to help ks people' started, and the whole 'lizard' 'xiao qiang' and 'maria' came in.
sounds fun? i'll bet my lama staff, my calaf, my goldwind shoes and my 5m mesos it was down right fun.
and may i point out, that these happened all the the absence of someone's presence.
and may i further support my point that, during the tree/racket/spider name decision for wilson that day, was rather touchy because of the presence of that particular someone. sure it was fun, but you can feel that pressing down atmosphere that send radars going off and alarms sounding.
but who cares? cyclone's 'your joke too high class then i don't want to talk to you anymore' was downright spot on and classic! i salute you! thanks for buying the teleport rock to come help me ks that idiot who refuse to cc, sorry for saying you look like a girl, but frankly you do... f7. and that line you threw at duckie was SPOT ON! voila!
and a side note, i was surprised myself for trying to stop his f4ing during that day at golems, i used 'shuai ge'... sorry Grimmjow about that. but nevermind. Gri-darling you are 'drop dead gorgeous', that's more than 'shuai ge'. kk? muacks! f2
back to topic. yes, and it seems like xiao qiang was right about the whole day, duckie emo-ed at the oddest of hours and i was trying to keep out of range of his arrows. too bad cyclone signed off quite early, les didn't come online, maria was nowhere to be found, and kimmy, our 'ren shen yi yi' came so late... and afk somemore... i WALKED all the way from ludi to find you can?
oh talk about kimmy. you good ar. bully me. you are so dead. dead dead dead dead dead! died.
and so, after what seem like 5 minutes of fun, was 1 hour of hell, and then it was 1 hour of boredom/fun with printing, and back to 4 hours of boredom, before something seemingly significantly more nicer and fun came.
i mean, strangely, it's like getting to know people. at first, it's all hi's and bye's only, and it's down right true that when there is trouble, you'll know who are your friends and who's not. and that's where people's true identity comes in. but for a certain someone, it's a different story altogether. and sometimes i just get frustrated and irritated that just because of something small it can spoil the whole fun and happy mood.
regarding the whole nickname thing, frankly and truthfully, i love it. as Sai has so hilariously put it, 'using nicknames can help with interpersonal relationships, as with not using suffixes and prefixes with names'.
to me, i like lizards, so i don't mind being called it. xiao qiang i dunno... maybe it's not that nice for her, but she can decide if she wants it or not. f2. chipmunk... well they are cute isn't it? les maybe not... cos it sounded like lesbian.. and for all account, it's a guy playing it. but compare 'mushroom boy' and 'les' i think i'll live with the typo of 'less'... f7. maria... hmm... that is if she don't mind. i still think tree don't suit cyclone... but then again, the significance is there, since tree gives people the impression of 'stability' and he is somehow the 'daddy' of the guild, just as some people have so called him. duckie can forget it, he asked for it anyway.
and frankly, i've enjoyed playing these days more than any other days. although the leveling speed is even slower than the snails that crawl there, and that the rollbacks got on to everyone's nerves, and that people i've known to be nice have been acting weird lately in specifically to two people, the atmosphere was somehow much fun and livelier and more humane. i don't mind giving up time to hang on a rope to type my replies, i don't mind dying in the midst of trying to reply, at least, i know i didn't die for naught.
5% in exchange for perhaps one moment of happy chatting with friends and a longer period of friendship, i think it's more than just worth it.
perhaps.
p.s. MILE, tell me who you are. i'm going to keep repeating until you tell me who you are.
i think it's pretty fixed that my new name in maple is 'lizard'...
i'm going to curse that guy who started the 'elizard' thing... well, should be ivan...
and not to mention that guy who called me 'lizard' during pq...
and now cyclone, um sorry, 'tree' has started to call me 'lizard', thanks to les' typo on my beautiful name... and now it's 'hi lizard' when i signed in... f3f4f5
frankly i DID say i like lizards, i mean they are helpful ain't they? eating flies and stuff and they are harmless. and quite frankly i prefer them to spiders in terms of climbing walls. because at least, the don't bite. and check out those salamanders and all the lizard family creatures, ooh! geckos! sweet.
and now i'm a lizard. thanks alot...
p.s. to remind myself why cyclone is known as 'tree' or otherwise 'charcoal' by qian, um i mean 'xiao qiang', is because when i signed in and was greeted by 'hi lizard' and i replied with f4 and such, and so i popped a question as to what wilson wanted for a nickname, and i wrote 'spider' which reminded me of this little funny incident in Toy'rus that i pressed a button on a tree and it sang 'insee weensey spider' which qia- i mean 'xiao qiang' hated. so i dedicated the song at that point in the guild chat to xiao qiang, and she said wilson can be that tree who sang that song. and so it became tree for wilson instead of the racket glen, um i meant 'duckie', suggested. and the aftermath was wilson agreed, and that we can all live at the tree, and he will call the chipmunk from our guild to come join them, and the chipmunk happened to be theodorejr, i think his name was 'albert' but everyone calls him 'bird'... and so happen after the stupid sever check i signed in once again, this idiot called me lizard once again, which i have no idea who he is. and then dovely, said to call wilson 'big lizard'. hence in conclusion, there is no fixed nickname for wilson aka cyclone aka tree aka charcoal aka big lizard until next time.
well, when i said all hell broke lose for a quarter of the year already, and now somehow, on Ning's, i mean 'Maria's bdae, somehow, something happened and it seems that place has turned a bit more humane for human existence...
and it appears to be just a little incident that happened just before 'phoenixqueen' joined back the guild, that i needed to talk to qian about something and it's way pass troublesome to use green words, so purple words it is. and somehow 'duckie' joined in, together with my 'brother' les, and we were spaming the guild chat before long.
and what's nice about it is when we have the whole guild to ourselves, and when nice people are around. that's where the whole 'choing to help ks people' started, and the whole 'lizard' 'xiao qiang' and 'maria' came in.
sounds fun? i'll bet my lama staff, my calaf, my goldwind shoes and my 5m mesos it was down right fun.
and may i point out, that these happened all the the absence of someone's presence.
and may i further support my point that, during the tree/racket/spider name decision for wilson that day, was rather touchy because of the presence of that particular someone. sure it was fun, but you can feel that pressing down atmosphere that send radars going off and alarms sounding.
but who cares? cyclone's 'your joke too high class then i don't want to talk to you anymore' was downright spot on and classic! i salute you! thanks for buying the teleport rock to come help me ks that idiot who refuse to cc, sorry for saying you look like a girl, but frankly you do... f7. and that line you threw at duckie was SPOT ON! voila!
and a side note, i was surprised myself for trying to stop his f4ing during that day at golems, i used 'shuai ge'... sorry Grimmjow about that. but nevermind. Gri-darling you are 'drop dead gorgeous', that's more than 'shuai ge'. kk? muacks! f2
back to topic. yes, and it seems like xiao qiang was right about the whole day, duckie emo-ed at the oddest of hours and i was trying to keep out of range of his arrows. too bad cyclone signed off quite early, les didn't come online, maria was nowhere to be found, and kimmy, our 'ren shen yi yi' came so late... and afk somemore... i WALKED all the way from ludi to find you can?
oh talk about kimmy. you good ar. bully me. you are so dead. dead dead dead dead dead! died.
and so, after what seem like 5 minutes of fun, was 1 hour of hell, and then it was 1 hour of boredom/fun with printing, and back to 4 hours of boredom, before something seemingly significantly more nicer and fun came.
i mean, strangely, it's like getting to know people. at first, it's all hi's and bye's only, and it's down right true that when there is trouble, you'll know who are your friends and who's not. and that's where people's true identity comes in. but for a certain someone, it's a different story altogether. and sometimes i just get frustrated and irritated that just because of something small it can spoil the whole fun and happy mood.
regarding the whole nickname thing, frankly and truthfully, i love it. as Sai has so hilariously put it, 'using nicknames can help with interpersonal relationships, as with not using suffixes and prefixes with names'.
to me, i like lizards, so i don't mind being called it. xiao qiang i dunno... maybe it's not that nice for her, but she can decide if she wants it or not. f2. chipmunk... well they are cute isn't it? les maybe not... cos it sounded like lesbian.. and for all account, it's a guy playing it. but compare 'mushroom boy' and 'les' i think i'll live with the typo of 'less'... f7. maria... hmm... that is if she don't mind. i still think tree don't suit cyclone... but then again, the significance is there, since tree gives people the impression of 'stability' and he is somehow the 'daddy' of the guild, just as some people have so called him. duckie can forget it, he asked for it anyway.
and frankly, i've enjoyed playing these days more than any other days. although the leveling speed is even slower than the snails that crawl there, and that the rollbacks got on to everyone's nerves, and that people i've known to be nice have been acting weird lately in specifically to two people, the atmosphere was somehow much fun and livelier and more humane. i don't mind giving up time to hang on a rope to type my replies, i don't mind dying in the midst of trying to reply, at least, i know i didn't die for naught.
5% in exchange for perhaps one moment of happy chatting with friends and a longer period of friendship, i think it's more than just worth it.
perhaps.
p.s. MILE, tell me who you are. i'm going to keep repeating until you tell me who you are.
.~*^Twilight Ring^*~.:
Thursday, May 15, 2008
so, maple has decided to put us on aeroplane la... and extended the patching time for 3 hrs more.
so, i went cabal to check things out.
so, i was absolutely clueless about what's going on in there because there was no tutorials.
so, it took me some time to figure out what's what and where's where.
so, you think i'm a noob and you can take my items la.
so, you think i'm stupid enough to believe you that the blue bar is exp bar when it is mp bar la.
so, cabal has made my head spin with giddiness after turning here and there.
so, i played with maple simulator.
so, i talked with the world's slowest turtle.
so, i slept at 6.30 this morning and woke up at 1.30.
so, i actually wanted to go shopping.
so, i skipped out of it because i'm lazy.
so, i spent the whole morning reading harry potter.
so, i see that i've typed a lot of 'so's
so, i guess i'm going crazy.
so, you can just ignore me.
so, i'll stop here now.
so, maple has decided to put us on aeroplane la... and extended the patching time for 3 hrs more.
so, i went cabal to check things out.
so, i was absolutely clueless about what's going on in there because there was no tutorials.
so, it took me some time to figure out what's what and where's where.
so, you think i'm a noob and you can take my items la.
so, you think i'm stupid enough to believe you that the blue bar is exp bar when it is mp bar la.
so, cabal has made my head spin with giddiness after turning here and there.
so, i played with maple simulator.
so, i talked with the world's slowest turtle.
so, i slept at 6.30 this morning and woke up at 1.30.
so, i actually wanted to go shopping.
so, i skipped out of it because i'm lazy.
so, i spent the whole morning reading harry potter.
so, i see that i've typed a lot of 'so's
so, i guess i'm going crazy.
so, you can just ignore me.
so, i'll stop here now.
.~*^Twilight Ring^*~.:
Sunday, May 11, 2008
a phenomenal sight greeted my refined vision with new glasses as i stepped out of the shelter of Fork and Spoon at toa payoh yesterday after a not so heavy lunch. with regards of the fact that this is after all a blog which a small fraction of people reads, and that whatever i'm going to say might be an arrow to a few people, and most importantly, gives the wrong impression of me, i shall not dwell deep into this matter, but just a reminder in case one day i re-read my entries and find myself blur as to what happened, it is regarding someone whom, after a particular incident eons ago i told myself i will never acquaint myself with despite being modestly blood related, and someone who for the first time in my life i've seen with a front tooth missing.
yes, i prefer to acknowledge my observation skills that i saw this person. but as pathetic my will power as subjected to guilt factors, i decided to alert my dad about the presence of this particular someone. i chose to phrase my words properly, and in any case if anything backfires, i can aways blame my new glasses. so yes, greetings, hi hi where is who what is what, and to prevent awkwardness and all sort of silence that might otherwise make an already reluctant meeting worse, i decided to throw in a usual joke of mine, accusing people of not noticing me as i walk by. not that i'm complaining, but just to relieve the air.
and sure, supposedly this person grew a little more smart, and the meeting was no more than perhaps 1 minute, and to prevent my dad from saying what i don't want to hear, i decided to swerve the direction of my dad's thinking away, which i must say, absolute unnecessary because, i forgot, i'm dealing with my dad, not my mum.
but as soon as my mum heard of this peculiar meeting with this two somones, i decided to feign fatigue, which to some extent was rather successful because i really did not sleep the night before. and so my mum and dad rambled on, and after a while everything stops and changed subject. good sign, time to wake up.
reason why i'm making such a big fuss over this little 1 minute meeting is because, i have decided to disregard this person as my relative. not because he on several occasion called me 'fat woman' in front of quite a number of people, not because of what so ever reasons. frankly, sticks and stones may break my bones, but words will never hurt me. if it does, like i've said in some entry back, i would already be skin and bones, but look, i'm still well overweight and look horrible in photos, shows that plain outright his words have no effect on me. and it is no amount of macdonalds fillet o fish or fries is going to change my impression and my attitude towards this person. because simply, i've lost all respect for this person, ever since That incident happened, and it sort of snowballed further into alot more unpleasant tales about this person.
and to see this person, at that situation, doing something which on normal occasions with other people will make me say 'aww' but in this case, i want to go find the nearest washroom and stick a finger down my thoat, makes me wonder for a moment, should i go die or something. because, i see no connection between the facts that i had, the math really don't work here.
in fact, i'm suddenly reminded of something wrote not long ago. there are somethings in life that cannot be explained, so don't bother because it's a waste of time. absolute truth.
but i really wonder, the essence and significance, and most importantly, the process and the details. because lik i've said, the math really don't work.
i mean, how the freak did it happened? and after hearing my parents, how the hell, did it survive until now?
but then again, haha, with regards to his history, and that particular incident that happen, it should come as no surprise. but for me, it just meant a higher level of security against this person.
quite frankly, now that i turn back and replay the situation again, i felt as though my dinner can be postponed for a decade. and true enough, i survived rebonding my hair sitting in the same position and no water and food for until late in the night.
as for rebonding my hair, i've got nothing to say, except that there is a reason why, when going to a new salon or any where in fact, i always prefer a female stylist. because i simply cannot stand why is it that people always say guy stylists are better when they can fail to notice that they are in fact scratching my ear stud while washing my hair.
did i give you the permission to scratch my hair like a cat?
did you not notice i keep raising my hand to rub my earlobe every time you scratched it?
are you even allowed to keep long fingernails?
and since when, did my stylist say you can touch my hair?
without my glasses, i can still tell you don't have piercings. normally i would strongly discourage guys from piercing their ears, but this time i'll make an exception.
you, my friend, oh sorry, not friend, idiot, kindly go have a piercing and i'll see how you survive washing your own hair with your own hands.
because my somehow healed piercing was once again wounded again, and thanks to you, it WAS bleeding at that time.
go and thank god that i cannot see your face clearly and hence forget about remembering, because the next time i see you you're a piece of dead meat waiting to be baked into a meat pie.
and after finishing with my new hairdo, i realise something. i made that pair of glasses according to my old hairstyle. and now, it seems the look is destroyed. and for some reason, the pair of glasses sharpened my eye features to the extent i look like someone whom, i am trying to forget.
but nevermind, i shall barricade myself in my house from now on.
mapling into the night was fun, ning and qian came, with ning travelling all the way to help me with 2 quests, and us chatting with qian while hitting poor cows. frankly, it reminded me of the whole guild thing and i really hate it once again.
ning is my friend, ning is qian's friend. in fact, our good friend. and people of the guild had helped her when she was in trouble. it is only natural that she be coming back.
but when i thought of all the 'procedures' that we have to go through, and ironically, with qian as a jr master, i felt a greater compel to just press that 'leave' button.
i mean, i can't help but feel restrained. yes, already this heavy weight of being one of the lowest level member is crushing down on me, and this another restrain holding me far far apart from the other members because they already bonded god knows how many eons ago. and now, we can't do a single thing and make decisions for ourselves and our friends.
it's not i'm lazy to post just that little line in the bbs, it's because of various unseen and unspoken rules and restriction, be it formal or informal, visible or invisible, real or not real that is keeping me from doing so.
but sensing something coming from ning, i realise perhaps she doesn't want to come back, despite missing the members.
on another note
frankly, i hate people telling me what to do, what i ought to do, especially if they underestimate me in anyway when i know i can. i know my freaking limits, and i know what to do with my freaking life. and despite not knowing what lies ahead, at least, i went to look for a fall back. i think about things that might or might not happen and what lies ahead of those decisions, i went around to get help from people who know what to do, and not waste my time when it comes to important issues.
i did what i had to, fought for it, worked for it, instead of crying over spilt milk or waiting for it to drop from the freaking sky.
i have my rights, and i have no obligations when i say i don't. because i am the one who has control over my own life, not you, not anyone. this is a free country, i can do what i want, as long as it doesn't break the law and send me into jail.
so for the love of peace, get the freak off my back.
just because it happened to you or some tom dick and harry doesn't mean it's going to happen to me. i'm smarter than that, and if you think i'm going to be bounded by it, it just mean you don't understand me at all.
just because you think it's going to be like this doesn't mean it really is going to be. because you don't have my brains, and forgive my candor, you don't think like i do.
just because you know the statistics, doens't mean i don't. i work in the direction where i want to fall in the lesser percentage of anything be it good or bad. and i've succeeded in some areas, so give me credit for that.
just because you had it once and don't want it anymore doesn't mean i don't want it also. the world revolves around the world, and not you. and i am certainly not going to walk your path and follow your way.
i have my own clock, my own pace, my own obligations, my own rights.
and let me say this. i only have this short holiday after that freaking hectic semester and in a matter of days the 3rd gate of hell is going to open.
by all means try to stop me from doing what i want, and not doing some things that i dont want. go ahead and try, and we'll see who has the last stand.
a phenomenal sight greeted my refined vision with new glasses as i stepped out of the shelter of Fork and Spoon at toa payoh yesterday after a not so heavy lunch. with regards of the fact that this is after all a blog which a small fraction of people reads, and that whatever i'm going to say might be an arrow to a few people, and most importantly, gives the wrong impression of me, i shall not dwell deep into this matter, but just a reminder in case one day i re-read my entries and find myself blur as to what happened, it is regarding someone whom, after a particular incident eons ago i told myself i will never acquaint myself with despite being modestly blood related, and someone who for the first time in my life i've seen with a front tooth missing.
yes, i prefer to acknowledge my observation skills that i saw this person. but as pathetic my will power as subjected to guilt factors, i decided to alert my dad about the presence of this particular someone. i chose to phrase my words properly, and in any case if anything backfires, i can aways blame my new glasses. so yes, greetings, hi hi where is who what is what, and to prevent awkwardness and all sort of silence that might otherwise make an already reluctant meeting worse, i decided to throw in a usual joke of mine, accusing people of not noticing me as i walk by. not that i'm complaining, but just to relieve the air.
and sure, supposedly this person grew a little more smart, and the meeting was no more than perhaps 1 minute, and to prevent my dad from saying what i don't want to hear, i decided to swerve the direction of my dad's thinking away, which i must say, absolute unnecessary because, i forgot, i'm dealing with my dad, not my mum.
but as soon as my mum heard of this peculiar meeting with this two somones, i decided to feign fatigue, which to some extent was rather successful because i really did not sleep the night before. and so my mum and dad rambled on, and after a while everything stops and changed subject. good sign, time to wake up.
reason why i'm making such a big fuss over this little 1 minute meeting is because, i have decided to disregard this person as my relative. not because he on several occasion called me 'fat woman' in front of quite a number of people, not because of what so ever reasons. frankly, sticks and stones may break my bones, but words will never hurt me. if it does, like i've said in some entry back, i would already be skin and bones, but look, i'm still well overweight and look horrible in photos, shows that plain outright his words have no effect on me. and it is no amount of macdonalds fillet o fish or fries is going to change my impression and my attitude towards this person. because simply, i've lost all respect for this person, ever since That incident happened, and it sort of snowballed further into alot more unpleasant tales about this person.
and to see this person, at that situation, doing something which on normal occasions with other people will make me say 'aww' but in this case, i want to go find the nearest washroom and stick a finger down my thoat, makes me wonder for a moment, should i go die or something. because, i see no connection between the facts that i had, the math really don't work here.
in fact, i'm suddenly reminded of something wrote not long ago. there are somethings in life that cannot be explained, so don't bother because it's a waste of time. absolute truth.
but i really wonder, the essence and significance, and most importantly, the process and the details. because lik i've said, the math really don't work.
i mean, how the freak did it happened? and after hearing my parents, how the hell, did it survive until now?
but then again, haha, with regards to his history, and that particular incident that happen, it should come as no surprise. but for me, it just meant a higher level of security against this person.
quite frankly, now that i turn back and replay the situation again, i felt as though my dinner can be postponed for a decade. and true enough, i survived rebonding my hair sitting in the same position and no water and food for until late in the night.
as for rebonding my hair, i've got nothing to say, except that there is a reason why, when going to a new salon or any where in fact, i always prefer a female stylist. because i simply cannot stand why is it that people always say guy stylists are better when they can fail to notice that they are in fact scratching my ear stud while washing my hair.
did i give you the permission to scratch my hair like a cat?
did you not notice i keep raising my hand to rub my earlobe every time you scratched it?
are you even allowed to keep long fingernails?
and since when, did my stylist say you can touch my hair?
without my glasses, i can still tell you don't have piercings. normally i would strongly discourage guys from piercing their ears, but this time i'll make an exception.
you, my friend, oh sorry, not friend, idiot, kindly go have a piercing and i'll see how you survive washing your own hair with your own hands.
because my somehow healed piercing was once again wounded again, and thanks to you, it WAS bleeding at that time.
go and thank god that i cannot see your face clearly and hence forget about remembering, because the next time i see you you're a piece of dead meat waiting to be baked into a meat pie.
and after finishing with my new hairdo, i realise something. i made that pair of glasses according to my old hairstyle. and now, it seems the look is destroyed. and for some reason, the pair of glasses sharpened my eye features to the extent i look like someone whom, i am trying to forget.
but nevermind, i shall barricade myself in my house from now on.
mapling into the night was fun, ning and qian came, with ning travelling all the way to help me with 2 quests, and us chatting with qian while hitting poor cows. frankly, it reminded me of the whole guild thing and i really hate it once again.
ning is my friend, ning is qian's friend. in fact, our good friend. and people of the guild had helped her when she was in trouble. it is only natural that she be coming back.
but when i thought of all the 'procedures' that we have to go through, and ironically, with qian as a jr master, i felt a greater compel to just press that 'leave' button.
i mean, i can't help but feel restrained. yes, already this heavy weight of being one of the lowest level member is crushing down on me, and this another restrain holding me far far apart from the other members because they already bonded god knows how many eons ago. and now, we can't do a single thing and make decisions for ourselves and our friends.
it's not i'm lazy to post just that little line in the bbs, it's because of various unseen and unspoken rules and restriction, be it formal or informal, visible or invisible, real or not real that is keeping me from doing so.
but sensing something coming from ning, i realise perhaps she doesn't want to come back, despite missing the members.
on another note
frankly, i hate people telling me what to do, what i ought to do, especially if they underestimate me in anyway when i know i can. i know my freaking limits, and i know what to do with my freaking life. and despite not knowing what lies ahead, at least, i went to look for a fall back. i think about things that might or might not happen and what lies ahead of those decisions, i went around to get help from people who know what to do, and not waste my time when it comes to important issues.
i did what i had to, fought for it, worked for it, instead of crying over spilt milk or waiting for it to drop from the freaking sky.
i have my rights, and i have no obligations when i say i don't. because i am the one who has control over my own life, not you, not anyone. this is a free country, i can do what i want, as long as it doesn't break the law and send me into jail.
so for the love of peace, get the freak off my back.
just because it happened to you or some tom dick and harry doesn't mean it's going to happen to me. i'm smarter than that, and if you think i'm going to be bounded by it, it just mean you don't understand me at all.
just because you think it's going to be like this doesn't mean it really is going to be. because you don't have my brains, and forgive my candor, you don't think like i do.
just because you know the statistics, doens't mean i don't. i work in the direction where i want to fall in the lesser percentage of anything be it good or bad. and i've succeeded in some areas, so give me credit for that.
just because you had it once and don't want it anymore doesn't mean i don't want it also. the world revolves around the world, and not you. and i am certainly not going to walk your path and follow your way.
i have my own clock, my own pace, my own obligations, my own rights.
and let me say this. i only have this short holiday after that freaking hectic semester and in a matter of days the 3rd gate of hell is going to open.
by all means try to stop me from doing what i want, and not doing some things that i dont want. go ahead and try, and we'll see who has the last stand.
.~*^Twilight Ring^*~.:
Wednesday, May 7, 2008
"the food that vibrates"
answer to that is 'jelly'
chalet at aloha loyang with uni pals was a blast, first time chalet i didn't sleep a wink and still had energy to go have breakfast with Qian.
barbecuing was funny, because i didn't really eat much, but having fun with the fire and chicken wings. after all, i am a fire poison wizard ain't i? muhahahhaa!!!!
taboo was a blast. all the descriptions were so funny that i can't help but scream and laugh along with everyone. yeah, huiwen lee, i'll never forget that jelly is the food that vibrates. snigger snigger.
night cycling was fun, singing on the bike like the usual routes that i took around punggol. but i didn't really like the cycling route. not as long as i would have liked and the bike was rather weird... after all it wasn't my bike, and i keep thinking if i pedal too hard i'll break something...
playing truth or truth and i never was really insightful, and they were right, it did help people to know each other better.
came back home and slept all the way until my dad came home and peeked into my room while my mum switched the tv to max i think... mapled for a while and went back to sleep. and now, a severe headache bothering me because i slept too much..................................
ps: MILE, thanks for all the tags, but please?? tell me who you are?
"the food that vibrates"
answer to that is 'jelly'
chalet at aloha loyang with uni pals was a blast, first time chalet i didn't sleep a wink and still had energy to go have breakfast with Qian.
barbecuing was funny, because i didn't really eat much, but having fun with the fire and chicken wings. after all, i am a fire poison wizard ain't i? muhahahhaa!!!!
taboo was a blast. all the descriptions were so funny that i can't help but scream and laugh along with everyone. yeah, huiwen lee, i'll never forget that jelly is the food that vibrates. snigger snigger.
night cycling was fun, singing on the bike like the usual routes that i took around punggol. but i didn't really like the cycling route. not as long as i would have liked and the bike was rather weird... after all it wasn't my bike, and i keep thinking if i pedal too hard i'll break something...
playing truth or truth and i never was really insightful, and they were right, it did help people to know each other better.
came back home and slept all the way until my dad came home and peeked into my room while my mum switched the tv to max i think... mapled for a while and went back to sleep. and now, a severe headache bothering me because i slept too much..................................
ps: MILE, thanks for all the tags, but please?? tell me who you are?
.~*^Twilight Ring^*~.:
Monday, May 5, 2008
tell me yesterday was international weird day
at least, in maple it was
for me.
i have seen my fair share of weridos, but not so much as the good side of weirdness
i believe to l3s003 it is official that i'm his older sister because whenever i sign in or lvl or come back it's not 'hello eliard' 'wb eliard' 'grads eliard' anymore. changed to 'hi jie^' 'wb jie' and 'grads jie for lvling'... f3f3f3f3f3f3
and the strange thing is, i never agreed to that.
apparently being unable to travel alot, tentatively stuck somewhere outside, it is not impossible to just walk around and wander, doing quests and all. and just so happens someone comes along on a sunday, and raise your fame for nothing and disappearing the next second, it sounded weird to me. afterall, i believe, this person, i presume to be a girl, wanted to defame me. and she accidentally press wrongly and raised mine by mistake. let's just take it as that, because, it sounds more logical.
well, naturally, i can still trade fame since i didn't use it at all. so along came another girl while i was sitting down comfortably waiting for the stupid blue bar to fill, and killed all my penguins.
so, you think you can come and stand at my spot and take my prey?
and just when i was about to type 'cc pls' she said hi.
ohkay... so let's see what she wants. better not be those stupid fishes because unfortunately i want them.
after a while, of 'hey doing quest?' 'yeah' f2 f2 sit sit, i saw a pink line where my fame was once again, raised. naturally, it is only appropriate to raise the other person's fame.
and so after 'ty' f2 'bye' 'jy' 'cya', i wondered. if i had traded already, she raised mine for nothing. so why didn't she ask before trading? mystery unsolved.
so then upon reaching the top of the stupid tower once again, i see a guy, furiously pressing down button in front of another with the speech bubble 'anyone has orbis rock scroll?' the other guy merely ignored. so another round of f4, 'anyone has orbis rock scroll' f4 f4. until i was sick of looking, i said 'i have'.
the offer was 60k for both. whatever, not that it is not recoverable. but judging from how 'nicely' clothed he was, he could have easily gotten 5 by doing the quest. so? why buy? but never mind, more money for me. so after trading, i saw his speech bubble 'mucks'.
f6, and to some degree i want to f5.
and i believe it's another work of cash shop, because i saw kissing lips, without the half eyes on the person.
really f5.
weird. pls save your lips for someone else. the only person i authorise to kiss me is grimmjow.
so finally, the long awaited 40s. i'm no longer in the 30s zone, so welcome 40s. and finally i can use sempai's hall staff. so good bye fairy wand, which ironically, i used for only 2 levels...
ning came on, and frankly, i missed seeing my old friends. and we gossiped over buddy while she hit golems and i killed tick-tocks. great fun. laughing.
for the record, i completed about 10 plus quests yesterday, one after another, well maybe not that many, but around there. so in the end i'm pretty tired, so suddenly i had an epiphany and took the ship back to vic.
yes... pretty nostalgic somehow, miss the trees. and all the suicides. whahahaha. and then came this really weird thing.
apparently there's someone called @nyh0wh3@l in the guild, and he quited that character for reasons unknown. and soon after a level 1 Fr33sun0 came in. curious, i went to track this person down. and as he came out of maple island timely after i threw him 1 scroll to go Ellinia, Sempai asked me to transfer items. and fr33sun0 came tracking us.
and this bloke... called me 'elizard'
f5.
since when did i become a lizard? i know i love lizards, and i particularly love those lizards at Thailand floating market. but do you have to call me that? and how the hell did you recognise me when it's my storage character? doesn't matter. because you called me elizard...
you 'watch' 'out'
one fine day, a slip of my fingers and i might type free sumo down.
soo end up logging off at 2, after helping level 1 and 2 quests. pretty strange because, i don't understand, why would anyone want to quit a character at level 90+? uncomprehendable.
doesn't matter, as long i'm not the only one who is at the lower levels in the guild i don't care.
well, at least for now... i'm sure fr33sun0 would be at 50 when i come back tomorrow.
strangely, i find these series of weirdness more weird than people asking me to be gfs or anything of that sort. afterall... it is classified as werid.
nevermind, i'm off... today and some parts of tomorrow of no mapling should be enough to clear my aftermath shock of weirdness.
tell me yesterday was international weird day
at least, in maple it was
for me.
i have seen my fair share of weridos, but not so much as the good side of weirdness
i believe to l3s003 it is official that i'm his older sister because whenever i sign in or lvl or come back it's not 'hello eliard' 'wb eliard' 'grads eliard' anymore. changed to 'hi jie^' 'wb jie' and 'grads jie for lvling'... f3f3f3f3f3f3
and the strange thing is, i never agreed to that.
apparently being unable to travel alot, tentatively stuck somewhere outside, it is not impossible to just walk around and wander, doing quests and all. and just so happens someone comes along on a sunday, and raise your fame for nothing and disappearing the next second, it sounded weird to me. afterall, i believe, this person, i presume to be a girl, wanted to defame me. and she accidentally press wrongly and raised mine by mistake. let's just take it as that, because, it sounds more logical.
well, naturally, i can still trade fame since i didn't use it at all. so along came another girl while i was sitting down comfortably waiting for the stupid blue bar to fill, and killed all my penguins.
so, you think you can come and stand at my spot and take my prey?
and just when i was about to type 'cc pls' she said hi.
ohkay... so let's see what she wants. better not be those stupid fishes because unfortunately i want them.
after a while, of 'hey doing quest?' 'yeah' f2 f2 sit sit, i saw a pink line where my fame was once again, raised. naturally, it is only appropriate to raise the other person's fame.
and so after 'ty' f2 'bye' 'jy' 'cya', i wondered. if i had traded already, she raised mine for nothing. so why didn't she ask before trading? mystery unsolved.
so then upon reaching the top of the stupid tower once again, i see a guy, furiously pressing down button in front of another with the speech bubble 'anyone has orbis rock scroll?' the other guy merely ignored. so another round of f4, 'anyone has orbis rock scroll' f4 f4. until i was sick of looking, i said 'i have'.
the offer was 60k for both. whatever, not that it is not recoverable. but judging from how 'nicely' clothed he was, he could have easily gotten 5 by doing the quest. so? why buy? but never mind, more money for me. so after trading, i saw his speech bubble 'mucks'.
f6, and to some degree i want to f5.
and i believe it's another work of cash shop, because i saw kissing lips, without the half eyes on the person.
really f5.
weird. pls save your lips for someone else. the only person i authorise to kiss me is grimmjow.
so finally, the long awaited 40s. i'm no longer in the 30s zone, so welcome 40s. and finally i can use sempai's hall staff. so good bye fairy wand, which ironically, i used for only 2 levels...
ning came on, and frankly, i missed seeing my old friends. and we gossiped over buddy while she hit golems and i killed tick-tocks. great fun. laughing.
for the record, i completed about 10 plus quests yesterday, one after another, well maybe not that many, but around there. so in the end i'm pretty tired, so suddenly i had an epiphany and took the ship back to vic.
yes... pretty nostalgic somehow, miss the trees. and all the suicides. whahahaha. and then came this really weird thing.
apparently there's someone called @nyh0wh3@l in the guild, and he quited that character for reasons unknown. and soon after a level 1 Fr33sun0 came in. curious, i went to track this person down. and as he came out of maple island timely after i threw him 1 scroll to go Ellinia, Sempai asked me to transfer items. and fr33sun0 came tracking us.
and this bloke... called me 'elizard'
f5.
since when did i become a lizard? i know i love lizards, and i particularly love those lizards at Thailand floating market. but do you have to call me that? and how the hell did you recognise me when it's my storage character? doesn't matter. because you called me elizard...
you 'watch' 'out'
one fine day, a slip of my fingers and i might type free sumo down.
soo end up logging off at 2, after helping level 1 and 2 quests. pretty strange because, i don't understand, why would anyone want to quit a character at level 90+? uncomprehendable.
doesn't matter, as long i'm not the only one who is at the lower levels in the guild i don't care.
well, at least for now... i'm sure fr33sun0 would be at 50 when i come back tomorrow.
strangely, i find these series of weirdness more weird than people asking me to be gfs or anything of that sort. afterall... it is classified as werid.
nevermind, i'm off... today and some parts of tomorrow of no mapling should be enough to clear my aftermath shock of weirdness.
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