Sunday, September 27, 2009
let me just say that i'm perpetually terrified of stepping on people's toes. because i myself hate it when people do, and i did get pretty nasty once.
but i just don't understand why people like to judge me before and after they hear me speak.
i know i have this face that tells people that i'm literately at odds with everything under the sun and love to wear that very much mistaken 'grim ripper' shirt. it's not, by the way, and the reason why i wore it was because it's huge and comfortable.
well, i don't really want to bother explaining myself because i'm simply too tired for it. partially because of the amount of work, and greatly because i've done so many times that i've practically given up already. only those who have really given me a chance to be part of them truly understands that i'm not like that. ok, why am i explaning again...
i thank those who has ever bitched about me, backstabbed me, and those who listen to all these and judge me before they even get to know me. i'm not quoting Shrek in this case, it's just because there is no other lines better to describe how i'm feeling right now other than this.
and i don't use 'different interests' as an excuse.