Saturday, July 18, 2009
i don't like to be told what to do. because it makes me feel like i'm living my life for someone else.
and sometimes there are things that i've tried, whether subtly or outright, and after so many tries, i've given up. which means whatever comes, i don't give a damn about it anymore. i gave up, means i won't try anymore. i'll still hold grudges, but i don't care. because i know the same cycle will come again, and in the end i'll be standing at square one, with absolutely nothing at all.
lessons learnt are meant to be applied. which applies to things such as getting nothing out of something.