Saturday, June 6, 2009
just when you thought you know something, it isn't the truth. symptoms about my dad and how my mum feels would be otherwise oblivious to me the night time owl. apparently things aren't as bleak as it seems, but the tightening of chest, deep breathing that i experienced while explaining every single question on the 26 pages survey to my mum shows how much i hated to be in the situation, let alone the entire scene. but i guess the resilience i see, i know i have to match up to it. which makes me pity others, who have a father in name, but can't seem to care about them because they have their brains stuck up somewhere less important than real life.
as much as i hate people who don't tell the truth, i find it amusing when people stumble on their own lies and turn around to throw temper as though it's others' fault. and to think that these people made it through the span of their lives simply throws me into a much bigger question about life. and i pity the people associated with these people because of the broken down structure of society's foundation, let alone their own stucture. haha, i still can't stop laughing. not to mention the big words people throw to flaunt their non-existent power, it's simply hilarious. much more hilarious than the clown who lost his red nose. if you can't lie, don't try. if you can't settle a problem, don't act as if you do. if you lost, be at least HALF a man and face it.
and to the issue which has bugged me for a while, i shall not pen down any names or facts that accociate with it, before i get shot in the head, but i just find that, despite how they try, being this way is just plain telling others that there is a prominent problem. and if that's not grave-digging, nothing else is. i'm not trying to get involved, but i'm saying that to think that such people are within reach, i just wonder if it's really the right place to be in the first place. and seeing how things turn out, being left out or alone once again, i can't do anything about it.
