Saturday, May 9, 2009
damned it.
i knew it. right from the start it wasn't a good start and now i finally see the end product.
and i thought i coped very well despite all those f*-ed up distractions.
and i thought i put in 110%.
and i thought i finally proved myself that i could be strong despite adversity.
yet this is what i got.
so are you happy now? now that i'm in such a state that i know i wasn't good enough? that this is only what i'm capable of?