Saturday, December 20, 2008
frankly i really hate it when my mum bosses me around like a 5 year old kid who still don't know what's with the whole world. seriously, 20 years already, and i'm living a different kind of life, walking a different kind of path from her and she just can't seem to understand the meaning of 'difference' in this world.
really, we're not in a robotic world where there's only one way of doing things. and please note that because in this situation i did this it's wrong. i'm sure in another situation which i go according to your way, there'll still be something wrong with it.
women in this world are changing, and i'm going for that change. i'm not going for the traditional way anymore. try to stop me if you want.
and im trying to help in this bleak hour when you are treating my dad like he's already signed the contract with the devil. im doing the best i can to make my dad happy, and you are not appreciating, you are not participating, and best of all, you are telling me NOT to do these things. already the family is so small, and you are making things difficult for everyone.
and i thought i was already the worst devil's advocate in the world.
so you think that just because you are my mother and you are the most perfect being in this world? that you never make mistakes?
thing is, you make mistakes, people tell you, and you refuse to listen, and go into a huge roll about i'm not supposed to talk back and all that rubbish. sometimes, i wonder if you mean it when you keep telling me i'm part of the family and have a responsiblity in it.
