Sunday, November 9, 2008
waiting for ah ma to finish her blog to bejewel.
i must be crazy, this is the second post of the day... whahahahaha.
was looking and reading my archives, and i realise this blog consisted nothing more than all my unhappy thoughts and encounter.
considering these days i've been blogging about happy or neutral stuff.
great improvement?
was listening to home sweet home from naruto's first movie. pretty sad major song. ok sounds contradicting whahaha.
but i realise, the importance of keeping myself happy.
the blog is something that kept track of my problems. and i find that many things, many problems were put on hold.
there are things that were more managable now, but then i'm just afraid that those problems might catch up with me.
i know law of attraction works by focusing on things that you want.
right now, i need the strength and will power to focus on the things i want, seeing how just reading my past archives can turn my mood.
but then, i'm not worried for myself, i'm more worried for others. esp my dad.
i'll do my best to focus on what i want, and i hope the universe can co-operate with me.
i want to see a miracle, like how ah ma managed to change all the stores everywhere to sell dresses
in fact, i need the miracle...
2nd post of the day, i must be mad... writing one post after another... one thing that i have never done before...
