Friday, August 29, 2008
so school has started and that's one week into year 2 sem 1.
we have this really boring teacher who can make me doze off at 12 pm in the afternoon. i don't blame it on my lunch earlier, but seriously, her class needs some tightening of screws.
Honolulu!!!! you are back!!!! wheeeeeeee! and yet another no-quiz-sem!!!!! wheeeeee! but there are speeches... that's, just another synonym for presentation... no big difference. darn.
and we have this kick-ass teacher for sociology! 'Ah Soh' and Paris suspect she's a virgo, like themselves, and today, despite the sneezing nose and tired eyes, i'm still laughing at her words and that Paris and our dear 'SM Queen' were saying the teacher really resembles Ah Soh alot whahaha!
it's a good thing, that i have only that lesson on tues and thurs. because frankly on tues, the teacher said something, that made me tear in class, which was quite a bad thing since i was sitting right in the middle of the lecture hall, and i mean, right in the middle's middle...
and my hunch was that i'll probably be doing that quite often, seeing how i tear at the book i was reading in PageOne today after finding there's no seats and settled for the floor right next to the glass walls...
funny how today went. for the first time, i wore a jacket for more than half a turn of the clock, and didn't feel like i'm going to die of hunger after not eating anything for more than half a turn of the clock.
and despite all reasons against it, i had this super late lunch at subway alone. yesh, alone. something which, i'll never be caught dead doing. which might be thankful subway was hidden in a corner, and that not many people were there.
ipod nearly died on me today, which reminds me i need a new pair of earphones, for hygiene purposes and for blocking out ****ing irritating noises.
funny thing, how i can tear, quite badly listening to some songs that i haven't heard for quite some time, and fancy myself, digging through the whole cupboard just to find an old soundtrack which i dismissed long ago without even paying attention to it.
i guess i should not have done that, and that i forgot the fundamental reason why i chose to listen to soundtracks instead of other music.
but instead of blaming on that NCHS uniform wearing geeky girl for dismissing something that good, i think even if i force myself to listen to it that time, i wouldn't have appreciated the value of it as much as i would now.
and i really think singing helps. just listening to the song can get me into the mood, but singing along with it makes me go one step further.
but judging what happen yesterday, i'm a little weary of getting happy. because as past experience tells me, whenever i get happy, the next moment i'll be plunged into hell, which would take sometime to climb up to happy peak again, then the cycle goes on once again.
The Bucket List was great. i know i wanted to watch it because Morgan Freeman was there. but i thought, maybe i should do the same. in fact it took me 3 times to finish the movie.
"The ancient Egyptians believe that as a person passes on, at the Gate of Heavens, the Gods will ask him two questions. His answers will determine if he will enter or not. Have you found joy in your life?Have you brought joy to others in your life?"well, i didn't expect those two questions to be that, but i guess the guy in the movie was rather diplomatic in his answer despite his character and attitude. he actually said he can't change what's done, because he knows he'll probably do them again if given a second chance. i thought that was really a wow thing to say. yeah i know it's a movie, but let me have the indulgence of taking it in a different direction.
but well, at first i thought it was really cool. until the whole mood was destroyed. and i believe the next time, i should probably swear by my words, rather than making a promise to myself.
ok, i'm losing my thoughts again... i should go to sleep.
i miss grimmjow.
