Saturday, August 9, 2008
sometimes i find it hard to comprehend and have this bugging question.
am i invisible?
i mean, there have been soooo many incidents that made me confirm that i'm invisible, i'm less of an importance compared to other people when i needed help, even my PARENTS didn't know i'm on holidays when i've been harping about it last week.
and i find it extremely hard to understand, not even after reading Cladini's part on why people don't help a poor passerby, that why is it so freaking difficult for people to give one shred of sympathy and help. and all these are in reference to me.
am i that insignificant compared to others?
and frankly, if my efforts to help on various occasions is not enough, anyone who doesn't appreciates it, please let me know. that'll help a great deal in determining if i'm invisible or not.
because even th Joker failed his last experiment, mine could very well be in a different direction, completely different from his results.
and i've just got this feeling, that i want to smash this laptop everytime it happens. but then again i think about it, it makes sense, at the same time it doesn't.
i mean, the medium is the message, and the medium is representative of the message.
nevermind, i don't think anyone would care much anyway. fine.
