Wednesday, July 2, 2008
gosh, the last time i updated is like i dunno how long ago. hmm.. not making any sense as usual, but nevermind.
i think, in additon to my usual hate list and the recently added love list, i should add another one, the Stupid list. inspired by Xiao Qiang, i think i should... and number 1 on the list, would be TKA, known as Kimmy1988, or short Kimmy, or like what Xiao Qiang calls, 'Kimberly Anne'.
well, bullying kimmy has become a routine, and for some reason, Tree seems to be cracked up by that slow conversation that i sent, and seem to be making reference to it for quite a number of times, to the extend i wonder how often did he read that thing. but when he says 'i read until my cheeks cramp from laughing', i think something is seriously wrong with him...
talk about bullying kimmy, it was great fun. considering his 'history' of being a 'logistics' back in SRGE days. 'Kimmy, off aircon'. 'kimmy, on aircon'. but now, it's 'Kimmy, help me refine ore'. 'kimmy, help buy pot'. Whahahahaha. well, Buffy asked 'is kimmy a boy or girl'. and i guess it's pretty universal that it's just a matter of time, or rather next saturday when people gets a shock of life when they find out his sexuality.
but don't blame me for being so mean, he gets women's clothes all the time, and i'm starting to think he's a half. well. anyone who knows him would think he is anyway, or at least 25%/75%. whatever.
enough about kimmy. i'm rather irritated by his speed of understanding.
oh ya, reminds me of Tree. who said something one time, that i really want to kill him. because, sometimes, jokes go too far. sensitive issues are sensitive issues. there are limits to how far you can go in terms of jokes.
and Egg. or Eggy they call. my conclusion with this person is despite him being a nice person, i cannot make friends with this person in real life. i will quarrel with him. well, different frequencies just means different frequencies.
and i realise something, that recent events has led me to think, 'what the hell is wrong with this world'.
it's not so much as 'things not going according to plan'. but it's just some things you see, that makes you wonder 'am i in the right world?'
and quite frankly, there are two reasons why i stop wearing glasses on the way to school and on the way back. 1, i hate my look in spects, seriously, i think i look like a geek. and 2, i can stop noticing things happening around me.
no, i can see without my glasses, just that i can't see the board that tells me how long is the next train arriving, but i can at least see the features of this cute japanese guy across me in the train. but at least, it stopped me from noticing things that are otherwise brought to my attention everyday for the last two semesters. it's not so much about avoiding people, but sometimes, there are some things around you that you don't want to see, yet they are near you that you can't ignore. but without my glasses, at least they are blurry images that i can choose to ignore since, i can't see them.
but at times, things are just happening around you that make you question why is it that it happened. and like i said last time, some things cannot be explained, so lets just leave it at that.
one thing bad about not noticing things is that, trying not to notice the bad stuffs only means missing out on the good stuff. like i said some time back about my biking trip that i missed so many things, frankly, i can't put them in this context as to the route i go and back from school.
no school today, but tonnes of things to do.
