Sunday, July 27, 2008
meeeeeeeeeeeek!
just finished referencing for china man's project and the ppt slides and it's woooosh to huiwen lee who so comically smsed me 'boo! have you finished your referencing?' whahaha, moments ago my word crashed and the whole document of 20 over referencing was gone. and i had to redo because for some cracked up reason word couldn't recover my lost document.
i think i ought to have a more healthy lifestyle, now that one major worry about some feminine stuff is over, i think it's time to readjust my stubborn stomach, and get those weight off. seriously it's not i don't want to go shopping with people, it's just that agonizing feeling that i can't fit in clothes my friends are happily trying on is not such a nice feeling. and plus, i think i ought to breathe some fresh air. good for lungs anyway.
time to go swimming. someday, once ehem, is over. and time to get rid of the spare air molecules in my tummy so as to stop me from barfing out every meal. what the hell. almost wasted my bake rice yesterday... and i didn't get to have my signature chocolate from Starbucks when it's just steps away...
been having weird dreams lately, i guess too much thoughts are being processed in my already-complex mind. and frankly, these dreams are keeping me from a good night's sleep. i mean, i go to bed earlier than usual, but i still wake up almost the same time as usual, feeling more drained than ever. something is wrong with me.
somehow, i want to know, what was it that happen that made me lost touch with the world these days. i don't think it's the projects and assignments. i mean last semester i had the same things, may be even worse, but i still manage to keep my sanity, but this semester.. something is seriously wrong.
maple didnt' seem so enticing anymore, not when everyone is soaring levels and leaving me behind, and even if i do sign in, i experience the quietness which i never thought i will experience.
msn didn't seem so nice either. for a long time, or rather since i started using, msn has never been my way of keeping in touch with people, because i can leave it on for an entire day with online status and still go out for fun without worrying about not replying people. it is That quiet.
people i used to talk with suddenly seemed so distant from me. it's as though i went to sleep and woke up in Mars, where everyone i know are still back on earth... and i'm frankly, really tired of being the one to initiate keeping in touch with people, because i know i'll probably get a late reply, with probably a few words that is countable with one hand's worth of fingers.
and probably a sudden realisation sunk in and i sent myself on a one-way-trip to emo land. but no matter what, i think there might be something i can do about it, i'll just need reminders.
mummy and daddy wanted to buy a cake, so i had to drag my churning tummy down 1 floor to buy cake at HM yesterday. and that stupid shop was empty when i reached, so i stood there like an idiot, although not aware of it because my attention was on D-wars playing some distance away. i told the girl after she came back from hell knows where for hell knows how long, i wanted 4 big candles, and 20 small ones. and i think i can safely say she has a F for math, because when i reached home, my mum screamed and i had to pause my Dark Knight with the Joker's face right in the middle of my screen and go see what's wrong. the girl gave me 8 big candles, and 40 small ones. (roll eyes)
so my mum rambled on and on about me taking so much, which i can't be bothered to explain the situation anyway, not when i want to get rid of the joker's face from my screen. so in the end i put four candles in the middle, 7 on the left and 8 on the right. and i told mummy and daddy to blow their share.
whahahaha!!!! crazy ideas from a crazy daughter.
HAPPY BDAE MUMMY AND DADDY
oreo cake from angie's choice was a mistake. should have gotten the chocolate one. (bang table)
eitherway, watched Zhou Ri Ba Dian Dang, saw people skipping, the guy looks quite shuai, but a bit dumb... and the last part with the haunted house and people finding clues. whahahaha!!! laughed my head off each time they burst out screaming. whahahahha!
oh i forgot to mention, i went to temple and of all people i saw, i saw Mr. Turtle... and i'm thinking... whatever i prayed for that day would be negated... and true enough, my mum kept harping on that coincidence that i saw a friend at the temple until i had to tell her i won't call my friends next time if i see them out on the streets then she stopped. sheesh.
so anyway, back to watching the Dark Knight, which was a disaster because i couldn't hear what they are talking about, but for some reason the Joker's voice was quite clear... well, i really take my hat off that one. he is really good with acting.
and then it happened. part two was unloadable... so i'm left hanging at the begining of the show not knowing left or right. what a bummer. irritating the hell out of me. forget it, since you refuse to let me watch it, i shan't then. i knew seeing Mr. Turtle at the temple was a bad omen.
then i went to load hellboy. another disaster. i finish loading the show, but i was cut off 3 minutes into the show. sweet... Mr. Turtle, i think i should change his name. Mr. BadLuck. yep. or maybe Joker reversed. since whenever he appeared people will die. eitherway.
so all in all, i only caught 1 movie out of 3 yesterday... D-Wars. not a bad show actually, if your attention is on the snake and the dragon, and not the people involved. the music was nice, but undownloadable... the snake was cool. but the dragon, i get the feeling something is wrong with it... but then what can i expect? it was a budget show anyway. snakey snakey snake. comee hereeee snakey!!!!
iceberg is still not back from laundry, glacier is sitting at the window being aired... life without them is indeed sucky...
ok i think that's enough writing. better get back to 'show and tell' or i'll be screwed.
