Sunday, April 13, 2008
i swear this is slow suicide.
i've been sleeping later and later each night and now i think i'm really suffering from burnout and emotional exhaustion and lack of personal accomplishment and depersonalization. wow... sounds like something from rose+mary's lesson... eew..
i've been sleeping at 3 or 4 or 5 in the morning and waking up at 4pm in the afternoon. and just this morning, i slept at daybreak. as in DAYBREAK! the sun actually came out already! what the hell...
and talk about witching hours and ghostly timing and unearthly hours... and cat fights and bumming... i swear there was something outside in my kitchen at 3 am this morning. i wasn't listening to any music so i can hear clearly. someone was messing with my kettle... and when i went out to check... i realised what time it was... ok fine...
then there were cat fights... stupid cats and irritating pests...
then at near daybreak i presume... someone outside my block was booming something. IRRITATING PEOPLE!!!!
oh talk about cats... PANTERA!!! YOU ARE BACK!!!! I'M SO RELIEVED!!!! omg you look freaking dashing with long hair and those agile movements!!! OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG !!!!! someone kill me please!!!! gaaah!!!! GRIMMJOW I PLEDGE MY UNDYING LOVE FOR YOU!!!!
ok, enough of it... (slaps myself in face) but i stll love you grimmjow hehehe.
talk about working late into the night. was reading Obama's race speech transcript... and somehow, i find what's in there pretty true.
that we live in a Zero Sum society.
and the whole 'do unto others as we would have them unto us'
he believes that society can change. that history has proven that people and society can change.
but he forgot one little thing that's called 'individualistic culture'
case closed.
i hope i can survive until 10 days or so later...
tomorrow is 'officially' the last week of Sem 2 at UB. then it's a few days of exams.
then it's a pathetic 2 weeks or so break,
before the 3rd gate of hell opens.
well i'm not going to be hoping for a better semester next round. because the way i see it, the time table and modules and all, it's going to another round of 'all hell break loose'.
but i'm relieved to say, that no matter what, i know my place is in the virtual world, and thanks to the two revered senseis who created them, the story has taken a twist in line and the worlds as we know now is going to change, drastically. and soon, i'll have to change my hate list. apparently, the same old saying plays. 'never judge a book by it's cover' and i'll throw in my own line here
'never judge a story by it's beginning and middle until you've read to the end'
A toast to this semester, of all the good and the bad,
and to Mr. vincent chia pei chin, aka 'RATE BUSTER' pls stop your sharingan-ing. you know you have normal eyes WHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!
and to Angie, sorry about the virus, and thanks for hearing me out the other day! you rock!
and to Wendy Ng, another 'rate buster', thanks for the Taiko no Tatsujin. i'm absolutely in love with 'Carmen' and another classical song in there.
and to Nina, i wasn't the vulgar one ok!!!!!!! her name was spelt that way i just forgot to add a W!
and to Janice Ang, Ms Kallang Zui (haha, pardon me for calling you that). next time please go to school with Mr. Ratebuster to avoid tiko uncles! shun bian go buy pepper spray!!!
and to Huiwen Lee, never come school on Friday ar!!! take care of yourself hor!! and don't everyday dota hor!!!!
and to Sarih Rockstar, we may not be in the same classes next sem, but you'll always be my great 'jon heder' friend. next movie with him, we'll go watch together ok!
and to Jiamin aka Einstein, got new formula anot??? don't always E=mc2! let me hitch a ride someday so i can sleep a bit late !! whahahaha!!!
and to all others whose name i haven't mentioned, thank you for all your help and all those times we spent together, and all the best for the comming exams and the next semester!
