Friday, March 14, 2008
today in the midst of the entropy thing during ESL 408, my mind wondered away for a split second and suddenly i had this feeling that everything was back to their original state.... back to last sem or at least before chinese new year... something like how you feel when you woke up in the morning and remembering a peaceful day yesterday...
but as random as that thought came, it went away as soon as my mind loves to tune to reality channel. and i suddenly realise how much chaos i've been living with... and i realise, all hell broke loose ever since that faithful day...
seriously... i think i need some peace and quiet for once, just one freaking day all to myself without having to worry about anything that is out of my circle of concern, and be myself...
and i realise... i've not been keeping the balance of reality VS fantasy...
so yes, i'm striking out the first item on my wish list...
i mean, let's face it. only child kids are the ones ought to be the most independent ones.
ah well, when it feels like the world has turned its back on me, i just feel like turning my back on the world...
i'm not making any sense here... ya... i thought about a lot of things on the mrt just now, but it has all escaped me now that i'm actually here....
whatever...
