Saturday, February 16, 2008


i am a libra, and i belive in equilibrium ever since i learn how to think.

when people are born into the world, there are people who die.

when some people feel happy, there are bound to be people who feel sad.

when some people gain, someone will lose something.

when someone climb up high, someone somewhere will fall.

when there is peace somewhere, elsewhere there are disasters.

and when some people fall in love, there are those who fall out of love.

just this afternoon when i stepped into school, i saw a girl crying at a bench while talking on the phone. and yesterday happened to be valentine's day. perhaps i was being judgmental, but i can't help but categorise her under those who fall out of love on vdae.

in the past when i read fairytales, the good guys lived happily ever after. but i think i ought to grow out of that fantasy.

being good doesn't mean you'll live happily ever after.

and being bad doesn't mean you'll die the most horrible death.

for once i want to be heartless. because having a heart that beats to every single thing in life is just too painful.

shall i carve out my heart like Davy Jones? and bind myself to the Flying Dutchman? and ferry souls to the next world?

the world is in equilibrium, and i guess i have finally understood that my place is on the other side of the world. better play that part well.

today i did something very mean in school. something i usually won't do.

but i guess the container deserved it. and i finally became heartless for once.

pats myself on the back.

Icy Prison - 10% completed

Icy Fortress - 3% completed

.~*^Twilight Ring^*~.: