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Monday, November 19, 2007
99th POST!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!anyway anyway, been lagging behind posts, so whahaha. well, compared to some fertilizer salesperson... whahaha!!!! in conjunction to Zephyris' story, the, ehem, 'Forbidden love', blossoming in the cold tundra in the depths of Hueco Mundo, i have decided to put into action my plan of further 'enhancing' their reputation. my plan, together with Zeph, will either propel them to great heights, or plunge them down into the depths of misery. (sounds like my stress essay) well, that's the thing about writing Boy Love, it's kinda hard, especially if you have a STOIC and a MELACHOLIC GRRRRR!!!!... well, reason why Grimmjow is my favourite perhaps is because i can relate to him. frankly he resembles nothing of my previous favourite characters, on the contrary he's everything opposite of my favs, but somehow, dunno why, between him and Ulquiorra, and all other Espadas, i prefer Grimmjow Jaegerjaques. (ohohoho emoti)on the other hand, having Grimmjow as my fav has it's downsides... somehow, it has this negative impact on me, or rather, feeding on a particular emotion that is residing in me for quite some time, just that i didn't know it. and now i find myself in this extraordinary position of pushing the limits of Raiin as the 6th Division Captain in Konoha... and that is bad. it furthers my troubles, more than the stepping over red lines at the beginning of my UB life. and that, brings me to think about what my friends, and mum (unfortunately) have been saying, which i brush it off with a flick of my hand. what they say is true, but what i believe is also. for someone who is easily distracted, and with a huge failure at hand, i must learn from my mistakes. which is why, control of emotions is important for me, even if it's turning into the cold-blooded merciless sea monster my Pen Name depicts me to be so. unless i grow up and mature, and learn to better organise my life and thoughts, i know i'm still too young.but that's on my part. and life isn't about me alone, i know. so i don't see how i can fit into that category, which is why i've resented myself to my own fate, and yes, live life as it is. and yes, after arriving in UB i have come to realise that my own stereotype has some truth and faults. the truth hurts, yes, and it is a good lesson where i can safely carve that message into my brain, faults also hurts, since it throws into sharp consideration why i'm still like this. either way, yes, let's just leave the conclusion that i'm still an immature kid.which is probably i write fanfics, an avenue of having people live the life i want for me. pretty pathetic i know, but i see no other choices.well, enough rambling about how life sux.... if i don't go back to my history text soon, life is going to sux even more... .~*^Twilight Ring^*~.: