Monday, October 22, 2007
watching D-gray man these days, thanks to dear
Zephyris who relieved me of the horrible downloading time.
was watching it for a while and coupled with this stupid movie on tv yesterday and i realised i'm back to the conclusion i always have whenever i watch anime. that is:
i hate those who are
selfish,
crybaby,
time wasters,
and those who refuse to work for what they want. selfish. yes i hate those people. i know i'm rather selfish myself, since i'm pretty much a narcissist. but what i hate is those who refuse to get the gravity of the situation and continue to act for their small scale benefits. they are the stubborn idiots who after people tell them it can't be done and why is this so and what will happen they freaking won't listen and jeopardise the entire situation. i can understand those who get angry at that situation and start to get violent, but what i can't understand is those nice people who try to explain and explain when there's a monster behind them... which is why if i learn any martial arts, i'd probably be in jail now.crybaby. maybe it's their nature to be less aggressive than the others and choose to retreat rather than attack. but sometimes i wonder how much blood they want to see their friends spill before they decide to stop the tears and do something, no matter how small and insignificant it may seem. frankly, i salute those who despite their inabilities, continue to fight for that little chance to turn the situation around, because they are probably the ones who will make a miracle. it is those who run away that i hate. time wasters. quite sorry about that. i have a short attention span for everything, and if people start to think about what words they want to use to convey their messages, and they 'erm' for more than 2 seconds i lose the interest in what they want to say, no matter how important and impact-ful it is. serious. and i hate those who still waste time in pinches, who don't see the situation and trust people and act quickly. they are the ones who cause all the trouble and cry later. those who refuse to work for what they want. well to me, if there's something i want, i weigh the consequences and the amount of work needed to get it. if it's worth it, i'll go, if it's not, i won't. and sometimes i'm lazy to go after it, because i know i can live without it. but if it's something i want, i will work for it. if i get it, good. if i don't, at least i know i tried my best and it's not mine. otherwise i won't rest my case. but i just don't like to see people sitting there, waiting for something to drop from the sky, or which way the wind blows them and stuff like that. and worse part is that they try to take what's not theirs. which often, well, their endings are not that nice. despite the urge to punch the screen, or better still go in there and beat the crap out of those idiots, i felt nostalgic watching a new anime. and haha, i find myself putting
Raiin into the setting, wearing a different set of Exorcist battle coat.
finally watched
Simpsons the movie also. conclusion is pretty obvious i guess.
