Thursday, October 11, 2007
oosh!
20 cars in a row i took down and off the track! victory twice! whoho!!! bloody hell the race yesterday i came in 5th and 2nd in the second race. all because of that sharp turn that i couldn't get pass, kept falling off the cliff...
and yay! got my revenge! twenty cars!!! victory victory!anyway, boring day as usual, and like
Zephyris said,
'your test like every week have one right'?and my answer to that is
yes. just after the midterms, and on tuesday is another quiz... for communications...
kon kara zettai makenai! ano yarou wa zettai taosuru!well, that aside, like i said, boring day, and tomorrow is the day i dread, the last midterm exams tomorrow... but after that, having dinner with
Zeph again. (peace) finally some tuning back of frequency.
i must say that i'm not the kind of person who would severe ties with someone easily unless that person did something really really bad, like shredded
IceBerg or
Remy, tore my comic books on purpose or smite me again and again until i can no longer take it and confront the person face to face. but i guess these things come by and irritate you after a while.
anyway, i had this weird dream this morning. i dreamt of a childhood friend whom i haven't seen in many many months. somehow it seems like we are the same age as now, but playing back at my old house. i woke up after a while, and realised there's school to attend. but the aftermath of that dream was really weird. i mean why would i dream of this person? yes i know he existed, but it's not like i was thinking or reminded of him during that day or any day near in that matter. that day is approaching, i'm not concerned about myself, but rather whoever is leaving. somehow people like to leave singapore on that day... wonder why. it's a wonder, every time you try to forget something, and just when you think it's over, it comes back and look for you. it happened twice, i wonder if it'll happen for the 3rd, and if it does, will i be able to deal with it? or would it be like last time, a whole session of brooding about it and realise how stupid i was after some time?
life can be so unfair. whatever happened to
'huang tien bu fu you xin ren'? whatever happened to hard work? i'm trying hard to
FORGET it and
PUT IT BEHIND ME, but they just want to make fun of me.
it's not like i'm WAITING for it, since i know it won't happen...grrrrr....
hate, hate and hate some more...
perhaps i should just go get that pair of headphones to make myself happy. try a friend's way, retail therapy. (peace)
