Friday, October 26, 2007
well, today isn't exactly the nicest day i've had, but it had it's moments.. (evil laugh) and this is going to be a long entry....
hisashiburi dane.....first of all, i turned in early last night because i had a severe headache yesterday. and apparently i woke up at 1.30 in the morning... after 1 and half hours of sleep... and my mind was programmed to go bathe and get ready for school... it was then it hit me,
IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT that i forgot to put one of my most important assignments to be submitted today in my bag..... talk about sleep walking and stress.... but at least it saved me. whahaha.
anyway, i came to school, wearing that fluffy jacket and to
Akuma-sensei's class, and
Splikik said she had something to tell me. so in the end i found out that
Mr. Nasty Comments took a toll on a history issue that happened on tuesday. which i think he's obviously at fault and trying to rectify the issue because he had done it once, only to fan fire...
firstly... apparently he didn't know how the girl's mind work.
Cherry didn't want to fight with
Samie that's why she said 'nevermind forget it' or whatever it is. and obviously he didn't see
Yan Jie's expression when HE was the one who cut off he power when she was loading excel installation... which is why he started to fan fire and make
Cherry irritated to the point where she told him off.
secondly... i think what people say about the internet VS real world is damn true, and only up to the point where they gain confidence through net and stop there. because i find that people, (perfect example here) can say a whole lot of stuff over the net and when it comes to real life.... they crap. 'should i take down that entry' and 'so i should practice self censorship' are two sentences which are considered taboo at that situation. well, actually i did feel like telling him off at that moment, and back
Cherry up, but well, it's not my issue and i've got a friend who is totally not involved in this present at that moment. and then again, there's the whole issue of contradiction, because, apparently, like i've said million times over, people learn things in class and don't use them on daily life, and whats more,
Mr. Nasty Comments is a toastmaster, shouldn't public speaking or rather
REAL LIFE conversations be a flick of the wand's effort?? talk about
CONTRADICTION whahahaha!!!! (laughing and pointing emoti)
anyway, i don't think i've
'violated' any rights or rules or ethics here since,
Cherry did say that people can say whatever they want on their blog, but they shouldn't put down the names, and i do have the right to say what i've said because seriously, what he put on his blog about
Cherry is almost identical to what he opened fire at me last time. and difference is that i didn't go confront him about what he said in front of everyone and face to face.
sue me.ok, enough about nasty comments and whatever. let's move on.
during history class. well, i must say that maybe
Ms. Angel is really irritated with all of us, and i blame it on the retarded guy who shouted in lecture on my hate list. well, it kinds of fit in because in my opinion,
Ms. Angel has started retaliating our noise level and behaviour... and because she as a lecturer couldn't control the lecture, and it had to take a
BRUTE to get people to shut up and it actually looks rather embarrassing and insulting to
Ms. Angel.
but anyway, the discussion went really bad. i mean, i didn't prepare for the topic, since i have no idea what to say anyway. and when i heard a particular someone's name being called to be speaker, i told myself i might as well sacrifice my participation points for this round and everything turned out as how i predicted it, and true enough, a bomb was released... at first i didn't want to say anything and was mentally prepared to sacrifice the points, but when the topic started swaying, i found things to say and managed to scrape some marks. by the way thanks Samie for evaluating me.
well despite all, i felt really bad rebutting that poor guy who tried to get the ball rolling and tried to bring up some points, but i guess i'm not entirely at fault because he didn't really support his point well and there was visible loopholes which anyone can pick on. so, sorry to that guy. and also sorry to
Yanyi...anyway, the test didn't go well, since i didn't really study for it... thanks to the hectic week and all that crap.
and after that, during CSE, apparently all from
Akuma-sensei's class, and everyone was 'bitching' about her. can't expect too much anyway, since what she does is rather out of the norm...
eitherway i came home and here i am blogging, despite the whole crappy week, something made my tears flowed just moments ago. and
Zephyris, you know very well what i'm talking about.
last week, i think friday or something, or saturday can't remember,
Shinji became No.1 on my hate list, and for a fleeting moment he was the highest on that list (despite me saying that the hate list wasn't in any order)... because he did something which if he was right in front of me at that time i would really, literately, swear on pain of death,
hit/slash/kick/punch/bite/claw/strangle him. ok, be fair, i'm sure anyone who saw that would do the same.
and the whole week was so irritating because i don't know what happened after that, thanks to everything... and i keep thinking about what's
Chimy's reaction. ok, i know he is damn freaking sad about it (0k, screw it, he was going to cry at that point), after all he put in so much effort and freaking B****** made him work like a freaking slave. i mean look at his reaction when he took out
Buubaa, i think is damn cute, it's like after so long with that freaking B, he finally had some fun out of it. and what happened next???? seriously i really want to just jump into the rink and slap
Shinji at that point of time. and why the freaking hell did
Cynthia let him off that time? i think she can seriously step down and give that position to someone better. never in their history have i hated someone right down to core. i really have no idea how the rest can stand him, if it were me i would have ran away or set fire to his tent and burn him with it. i'm serious... when people are drove to the extremes, murder comes naturally... at least that's what i saw... and now i understand the logic behind movies and stories about abandoned puppets coming to life and seeking revenge... i sympathise with them.... cross my heart.
but well, after all the crap i had this week, i finally saw
Chimy's reaction. and yes, i know i SHOULD have predicted that little fiasco before
Chimy accepted that offer, since it's always pretty much that way... (sweat), cameo appearances but seriously not needed. but yes, he did accept the offer. and frankly, i think he would be better off with the others since they are the ones who are humane, and not like that freaking B
Shinji who is abusing... and seriously, pardon my use of vulgarities...
Shinji (i don't think you even deserve to be called by your name), you don't F****** deserve that... and open your eyes to see that your efforts are pretty much redundant back there. and i know you'll continue to be your ways until someone really good beat the F****** crap out of you, literately.but well, given chance i'll go beat the crap out of the freaking B, and congrads to
Chimy for his new life with new and better friends. and i'm sure that's going to be heaven compared to the hell with that freaking B...
all right... extremely long entry, but couldn't help it. whahaa. oh yea, i forgot to say something. that day i broke my chair when i sat on it... whahahaha!!!! serious... 