Monday, September 10, 2007


anyone who knows me would be thinking 'Suenz, are you ok? what's with the excessive blogging these days?'. yup, it's a wonder that two weeks of Uni life, this being the start of 3rd, and already my blog entries surpass the previous months.

my answer to that : 'i have a lot to say but no where to say it.'

simple? the end, bye bye, see you later.

And to Qianz! thanks for going with me to watch Remy the other day.

just went to watch 'Hairspray' with Zephyris today. that was the movie, not 'a' movie, but 'the' movie that when i say i want to go watch people give me the 'are you crazy/insane/nuts/out of your mind etc.' look and comment.

i mean, what is it that makes you guys dislike it? is it because of the dress sense? the main character? the storyline? what?

well i went in there and watched it, my opinion, and Zeph's too, was that the movie is GREAT. G-R-E-A-T.

ok, sure the dress sense is totally out of century, hairstyle is also out, it features a fat girl as a main chara blah blah blah. but so what?

turns out the show is really great! i mean there was no boring parts to the show. ok sure, the love song in there was a bit 'eww' and 'omg' for me and Zeph, but other than that it's really great. it's about going after your dream, no matter how far it seems, no matter what obstacles are in your way. it's about doing what's deemed right, no matter how much trouble you're going to get into. and, it's about equality among people, despite the colours of our skin.

'Find a way, because that's what winners do.' Quoted from Surf's Up, but i think the phrase is really true. and yeah, the girl finally got her dream, and guy, and i dunno, whatever came next after the finale.

the songs are great too, which explains why i'm here waiting for the spider to let go some of its web lines... give it up spidy! you're not going to win. i'm still going to get the lines.

a lot of dancing and singing, it's like a musical. ok heck... it was a musical, before the movie people decided to do screen version of it... yeah. at first i thought it would look better on stage or in cartoon or animation form, but well, i guess this version is great too.

ok, the main reason why i was 'eww'-ing and 'omg'-ing during the lovey dovey scenes was partially because of recent events. nope, not the people and incidents i've encountered in recent days, but mainly because of the stand i decided to take after what happened these days.

sure, Tracy in the movie found her love, forgot that guys' name.... ah, Link. sure, there's love, but to me there's no 'truth' in it. 'truth' as in 'true love'.

no, before you throw that 'look at your parents' arguement at me, let's just say that, they are also the contributing factor which i don't believe that true love exist. keep it at there, leave it at that, the end.

yup, i know what you're going to say, that i'll be eating my own words when time comes. but until then, i'll stand by what i said months and months back. it is time i bring back that stand, and clear up my mind, because seriously i can't be hanging in the middle of no where. i'm not going to 'let my past hinder my future'. and the future is now in the making, i'm not going to ruin this chance. it was hard to come by, and it is time i take control of my emotions and life, and walk the path that deems fit to me. just like the mages in Fairytail.

besides, whatever in the movie, there are truths and morals, but at the same time, it is also a 'fairytale'. in communications, we learn to filter the information we receive, and select those that is important and retain them.

look at reality. it is soooo different from what you see on any screen in the world. which is why i loved them (being contradicting again), because it is the only time where i can pause my life, devulge in someone else's life, have fun and be someone else.

don't try to take away my salvation. because it is something i hold very dear to my heart, something important to me. and if there's anything i've learn from all the anime and manga which the world thinks is crap, it is to protect those that is precious to you. therefore don't even think about trying... because you won't like what you'll be seeing.

sounds ominious? well, everyone has a dark side which is usually hidden away. but when thrown into desperate and difficult times, the dark side will surface, and it is up to the individual to make good use of it. one wrong step, he or she may fall onto the path of destruction. it will be those who can control their dark side and make use of the power derived from there for the right purpose to stand at the top, be a cut from the rest.

so my question is, when the time comes, which path will you choose? Sei? or Dou?

.~*^Twilight Ring^*~.: