Saturday, September 29, 2007
Zephyris! is this true?!
Fukuyama went to pierce his ears?! i mean...
Yumichika??? OUCH OUCH OUCH!!!!! oh my god!!!! ewwww!!! Soul Sonic 2005 i'll admit he's really cool but he sorta destroy himself a bit in the 2006 one and somehow blend completely into the backdrop of the stage...
but already his hair and dressing is making it worse and now he pierced his EARS!!!!! omg...
if you have a picture let me see it. i can't imagine how sissy or gay he's going to look!ok, yesterday was hell,
i literately slept in the library during the horrendously long break i had when i should be studying for history and computer tests later.
and miraculously i even got a top score for QuadraPop on my handphone, 10,000 points more than the previous one... seriously something is totally wrong with me...
and surprisingly how one can perform under circumstances where the mind is a complete blank.. i suppose i'm like that. first the game, then the history test... i hope i did well, since the teacher released the answers and i think i got a question wrong or something... but the essay part is a killer... i've no idea what i'm crapping... then the computer test was crap... total crap. and my result looks horrible...
went home and whahaha! talked to my parents while devouring my favourite longan (hehe) about the war between the real
Iraq and
America and how the other states are affected. well, i'm really surprised that my father... get this, my supposedly
'philosophical' father actually
laughed when i was talking about it... and yeah, my mum was smiling that creepy smile there too. but nothing compared to my dad's laugh.... surprises of surprises...
nevermind that... creepy but fun... then this morning... er... i mean this afternoon when i woke up,
Qianz called me to see if i was at home, and asked something about the
Hairspray soundtrack. my first reaction was
'didn't you don't like that show? why you want a song from there? is it because of Zac Effron??? *evil laugh*'. then when i called her, and realised
Yuning was with her, and she didn't mentioned anything about the soundtrack subsequently after the messages,
i knew what's going on.and yes,
Qianz, the moment you said you're coming over to my house i already know what's going on whahaha!!!!!!! but thanks, to you and
Yuning. Melon is now sitting beside
Tako,
Tamanta and
Baa, on my table, with my phone stuck in him. hahaha!!!
come on, your hair looks nice ok! don't try to hide it! tell me ar! tomorrow or monday when you go out see if there's cat whistles! WAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!! pity for friday you know.... aww.... hehe. just joking!!!!
Yuning! long time no see, you're still the same hahaha!!! find a day we go out together again. accounting nice?and i just came back from compass point and now i feel really bad... i had no idea how much those clothes cost.... my usual buy was not even 25% of that!!! gosh.... by logic, i shouldn't be buying clothes from now on until 4 months later.... yep.... (crying emoti) so yeah. Qianz... that shirt from Dorothy Perkins... gone...anyway, was checking around blogs, and yes i see something i threw at someone coming back to me. well, damage done, yep it's done, but there's still a lot of cleaning up to do don'tcha think?
you think you go destroy a city or state and everything will be fine and dandy for the rest of your life? (adapted from Shark Tale) sometimes i wonder if people really think of what others say, or just take things literately... i assume this is why we have the term
'miscommunication' or
'communication breakdown'.
and some people really don't understand how to make friends or something.... yes obviously you don't know me. you have not been in my shoes long enough to give you
AN IDEA of what kind of life i've lead. and now you
ASSUME you know who i am, because
'you were like me before' and then start your whole gp essay. if you say you have already known me for a long time, then if you were to throw that
'perfectionist die a hard death' thing at me and be a straight shooter, maybe that time i'll be able to think about it.
perfectionism actually saved my life when i was in the
4 hellish years of !#$%^&* band back in those days.
music calls for precision, and i'm stuck with a
Devil's Spawn who is completely obsessed with that tiny freaking detail.
Loriene and
Qianz would agree with me on this matter, that music is something that calls for precision. so you think i'm still here if i died a hard death back in those days?
do you think i could even scrape a Merit on my Grade 8 cert? or how about titration? huh? those things don't call for precision?and labelling us as
'JC' people. you do realise that you are surrounded by many people who are from this class don't you? huh? count with your fingers and see just in that project group how many people are from JC will you?
yeah, and you're finally right about something.
'some of us don't want our new friends to tell them about somethings'. it's pretty blatantly obvious isn't it? huh? you don't know us well enough to pass judgement. 1 freaking month. and i see you for only 2 days a week. and count it, it's just 8 times or more.
and that's enough for you to know me?and you don't give people the chance to change don't you?
'i don't want to waste my energy telling you because you're just going to ignore it'. when you are the one who was saying that i'm mean and don't give that friend of mine a chance to redeem himself because he blew his chances.
whatever. like i said many times in the blog, to my parents, to
Iceberg, to
Remy, to
Zephyris, to a lot of people, people just don't appreciate my efforts and opinions and suggestions. and when time comes, they bite back at me.
but this time it's something new. i got bitten by something that i've not touched before, and that i didn't see that coming. hmm.. new experience. lesson learnt. 