what was i going to say..... oh yea. let's start from the top shall we?

i don't know what's with my watch and my house's clock... every time i look at the clock, i see a time that tells me 'you still have time', but the moment i reach the stairs and look at my watch, it says 'hurry or you'll be late'.... and yes, i was almost late today... i am sooooo late today... usually i'll reach the bus stop to take the bus to school at around 7.59 (weird time i know), but somehow today i reach there 10 minutes later... or 15 i can't remember. and i don't know what is with my luck that i always end up with a stupid driver, be it going to school or home... somehow they always manage to drive in the way i hate. either by jerking the bus every other second, or freaking slow... ok i know i don't have a license so i shouldn't be criticising about this.

whatever. well, then i reached school, my mind still cramped with all the foundations of communication, all the interpretation, non-verbal communication blah blah blah. okay, the teacher wants to start the lecture first before the quiz, so be it. and guess what question she asked us at the start of the lecture?

okay. interpersonal communication, to me means communication between people, workforce with your yakky boss or backstabbing colleagues, at school with your hyperactive friends and boring teachers, at home with your cranky mom and peace-loving dad, so on and so forth. but guess what she decides to focus this chapter on? Relationships between guy and girl. yes. love relationship...

i seem to have a knack for prophet-ing don't i? i was reminded of 'that' issue yesterday in the bloody midst of mugging for the horrible test today. i assume that was a premonition about what's going to happen today eh? strangely, these things, whenever they occur, i'll tell myself to predict it the next time and be better prepared for it. but as usual, like yesterday, emotions are hard to overcome, hence the 'prediction reminder' was thrown out the window.

anyway back to the classroom, or lecture theater if you want. my immediate answer was 'because people have nothing better to do', which i think my friends sitting on either side of me didn't catch at first because after about repeating it for 5 times then they called me cynical and pessimistic and whatever. and so people start coming up with answers to that, some interesting, some logical, and of course, some ridiculous. on my opinion that is. especially the idiot who said people fall in love for sex....

ok, at that point of time, i was already feeling some uncomfort with that issue, because, although Zephyris loaned me Shiyuki for healing, which by the way thanks, i'm a medic nin also just that i didn't have enough Chakra that time, the wound was still open, and that yesterday sort of negated Shiyuki's efforts... sorry to have wasted your Chakra, Shiyuki... but whatever, i was still able to laugh and comment and roll my eyes at that idiot.

then her next question was 'how do you feel when you are in love'. my immediate answer to that is 'painful'. and particularly she keeps saying 'think about your past experience' or 'rewind to the past'. well yeah, those phrases don't apply to me, and hence i can't give an answer. then people start coming up with more emotions, of which the first half was all negative. and well the lecturer did ask a good question. 'why do people still fall in love when they are going to feel sad or negative'.

yep, good question. i wonder why too. i really don't know. unless you want to say falling in love is something that can't be stopped, which then violates the principle on which the question is based on. i'm not making any sense? glad you're on the right track.

well, so throughout the whole lesson, she's making constant reference to relationship issues, citing examples and whatever. and yeah, i'm looking at the lesson content from the perspective of a student who knows nuts about it, and not from the view point of Suen Hui or Raiin.

anyway, the test came shortly, which in my opinion, SUX BIG TIME! because yes, i didn't study well enough for it. yes, i didn't study properly for it. and yes, i wasn't well-prepared for it. but then again, how do you define well-prepared in the university context? is it just swallow the notes? or understanding the concepts? or both? well i'm still trying to find out, which accounts for why i'm still staring at the piece of paper when i know very well that i'm not going to change my answers but struggling to remember what i read in the notes.

anyway, that concludes the test, which is sort of a relief for me when i got out of the LT and complained about it. that brings me to the project meeting i had with my group, Comtastix for the communication project, and analysing advertisements, just like old days. then to the UGC 'consultation' about documentation and stuff so yeah, that pretty much concludes my day, in school that is.

was reading some of my fanfics yesterday and it just came to me that instead of blogging excessively, i should channel some of this gusto into continuing the fanfics. but somehow i think i have a better attempt at one-shots than the long ones. the only successful fiction that i've written so far is that personality one, but i don't think that's even a fiction at all... and seeing Zeph and Qianz back at FF.net makes me want to go back also. then again, just like all writers experience, inspiration just hasn't struck. although i'm personally waiting for that to happen, Zeph you know what i'm referring to. whahaha. when it happens, i'll be laughing like mad, and you'll see a new fic. possibly a Naruto or Bleach one, or HP, just depends on how i can replace the characters. (Evil laugh) (Freak laugh) (Faints from laughter)

Zeph! back at writing and to your sem's results, a big congrads! may need your help soon with the stupid computer science thingy... it just drives me nuts listening to the teacher... you did learn the binary whatever thing didn'tcha? the numbers in the com only 1 and 0? i hope you did, if not i'm going die because i don't know anyone else who studied computers!

hmm... kinda long entry eh? but well, i've had longer ones. (peace sign)

i just love seeing Kon, he's game for a laugh everytime i needed one. and well, that's pretty much his job anyway, besides replacing 'Storebeli'/Berry-tan's soul, i mean get inside his body when his soul is out wondering. and by the way Kon's a lion, not a bear... imagine if you have a walking and talking plushie who has a polluted dirty mind and whinny attitude... it'll probably end up in a wood chipper or on the stove converting into soot if he were to be found in my house... although i do have one at home...