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Wednesday, September 19, 2007
it is often surprising how memories, stored in the deepest part of the brain, can surface at times which i find peculiar. just like now, i should be studing frantically for the communication test which in fact i'm panicking because i only got to know it yesterday, but instead i sit here, blogging about this matter. i took a nap just now, and i suppose it's because of that nap that i'm reminded of that issue which i told myself to put down a few weeks, if not days ago. perhaps also because of the song 'window to the past' playing behind this blogging page that is the trigger? the original context of the song was a totally different one. but somehow the name of it itself has several interpretations, depending on the situation one's in. it somehow caused my vivid imagination to run wild again, hence resulting in a disruption to my revision. whenever i look at this issue, i find that it is not particularly painful nor happy to deal with. in other words, i have a neutral feeling to that. sure it felt like a knife stabbing into me at that instance, but it was gone after a flashing moment.but look at me now, i'm reminded of it again, and due to my highly emotional character, i'm feeling sad once again. and tomorrow is the test. save me... no matter how i say it, deep down inside, i know i hope for the other. contradicting? yes i know. the Raiin in the icy prison is trying to break out, although i agree with her mentally, ever hoping for one day what we want would come true. but through experience and prediction, for all our sakes, i know she must remain in there, forever if must. .~*^Twilight Ring^*~.: