Saturday, September 8, 2007
fancy that. i've got a new nickname. the
devil's advocate.
well, when i saw that phrase thrown at me, i had this slight deja vu. apparently someone back in the yesterdays said that to me, well i can't remember who exactly, probably a guy, and.... hmm.... the result of it .... hmm.....
well, i suppose the DISC test i did back in JC1 proved to be highly true, that i should not be a C/S, but a high C instead. i mean it's my nature to be critical about things, you know, asks too many questions, always look on the dark side of life, think of the worst situation possible and always have a back-up plan ready. whell.... there's nothing wrong with that isn't it? i mean that's just my way of ensuring things don't go the wrong way. sure it's tough and tiring, and the occasion misunderstanding that i'm furious or mad at something, but ultimately i feel it's worth the trouble if everything goes nicely.hmm... Mozart oboe concerto in C major... fu fu fu ....
that day i was talking to chief and loriene over msn.... somehow the topic in concern was not of our project but of relationships. then at the back of my com was this song playing.
Mozart oboe concerto in C major. back in Nodame Cantabile, when they were rehearsing this piece, Nodame was laughing at Chiaki that it was not his style to play Mozart. since Mozart is 'Pink', as she says... well Chiaki was kinda irked by it, and during the rehearsal he was thinking 'it sounded more like dull silver/grey than pink'. then something happened... nodame showed up, and the oboist, forgot his name, fell in love with her (why i'll never know... shudder), the concert mistress also, ahaha.... then one of the cellist's girlfriends called. well, Chiaki started conducting, then oboist came in. then 'through a series of unfortunate and entirely unforeseeable circumstance that has nothing whatsoever to do with me' (adapted from Pirates of the Caribbean Dead Man's Chest), Chiaki was conducting conducting, then suddenly he saw..... Pink Mozart! no more dull silver/grey, but Pink atmosphere from the song.... his reaction was funny... really hilarious that i comitted it to memory. the whole background was pink, with the three musicians 'drown' in their... um... respective issues, while Chiaki's was a dark blue with lines, usually reserved for being poisoned, shocked, in great pain, about to die, whatever. yup... the big contrast between his and the rest. a deep patch of blue poison amidst of the pink happiness.... (ok, the description is horrible, but that was what it was.) well when i first watched it, i thought it was crap. i mean, sure, music can paint colours, metaphorically speaking. but the extent of Chiaki's description and encounter to me is absolute absurd. and frankly, to date i've never experienced anything remotely close to that. seriously... i was into music even before i attended kindergarden, and up till now i've never seen the link between colours and music. now back to reality... the conversation between me, Chief and Loriene... and the
Oboe concerto playing in the background.... yup, you've probably guessed it.
i saw what Chiaki saw. serious. that
pinky mozart came popping out when i realised what i was reading in the convos and what i was listening to... i finally saw what Chiaki saw. and yeah. the situation was exactly like that in Nodame Cantabile.
everyone's background was pink, while mine's dark blue.ok, before people start having the negative impression, i'll say that, my blue background is not because i'm poisoned, going to die or faint. it's purely shock, really. cross my heart. purely shock.oh yea... reminds me.... i've been thinking about that issue, and i think maybe things aren't as complicated as i imagined it to be. maybe i overestimated the level of the monster, now that i look at it, i am capable of resolving the situation. i mean, sure it caused my HP to go down, but isn't that a psychological thing? i thought that was what happened, but maybe in reality it's not true. maybe my HP did not go down after all. it's just me making a fuss out of it. it's just me expecting too much of the situation.
ok... i'm a little confused now.... yeah.. i'm lost... where am i exactly? where's Raiin? i've got to go find her... 