Tuesday, September 4, 2007
just ripped this song off the web... it's called 'Boku no Best Friend', literately means 'my best friend'. yeah i had that song for sometime already, but this version i got was the music box version. yeah it's that tinkley tink tink kind of music.
well, as i listened to it, it somehow brings back sad memories.... when it's supposed to be a happy song!!!! IT'S IN A MAJOR KEY ALSO!!!!! gosh...
hmm.... i guess i can accept that, since out of the many anime and manga i watched and read, no other ones can make me WEEP like this one... seriously... i mean i literately cry and take tissue paper and use like 3-4 pieces every time something nice comes on... it's hard to find such anime or manga nowadays.... then again, it may just be me, the emotional weepy ugly monster whahaha...
all right.... school stuffs... hmmm... i'm only complaining about my crappy timetable and the fact that it's only week 2 and i got tests going on...
one thing that i must say is that i find myself, even though handling more than i can, more disciplined than in the previous phase of education... during lectures, i'll force myself to pay extra attention, even if the lecturer is using horrible slang i can't understand in a million years and that it's a subject i don't really know and bounded by 'idols of the cave', i find myself copying down things which in the past i never would have done...
i guess i should give myself a pat on the back and continue to advance. afterall, i did make resolutions and there are a few people, including myself i don't want to disappoint... even though those resolutions were broke when my past caught up with me...
i just hope that as i grow, i'll get the strength to deal with obstacles such as this. Raiin is still somewhere hovering near me, but somehow due to the invasion by my past, i have been seeing less of her every day.... RAIIN!!! COME BACK!!!!
Raiin.... sigh... if only i can be like her... well in a way she is me.... the virtual me... but haha... it's because i can't be like her that's why she even existed!!! poor me....
i wonder if the situation can get any better.... since there is progress, but progressing in a rather diverting way...
this is why i hate humans.... with all the communication problems.... and all the crappy issues that arises due to all human weaknesses. !@#$%^
