Friday, September 21, 2007
get this.
i'm now in
cse class.
whahaha. fancy that,
i'm blogging in the middle of a class.
whahaha.
smsing i have done, paper blogging i have done. but not actual blogging
whahaha. this is just so funny.
now that i look at it, i think it's a relief that i bought the book on EXCEL that day... because the teacher upload the
ppt soooo late and seriously i didn't know what to do until i read the book.
whahaha if only
Zephyris was on the com at that time, i wouldn't have landed myself in that mess anyway... not blaming you
Zeph, i know you were in similar situation as me, just different characters and different place.
well fancy that.
i'm actually going to rant it all out here. well, frankly, my hands were numb from the cold air con and was unable to type, but well,
haha, nobody would care right? it's
msn, online chatting. also,
i'm just used to being a background character and well, i should just go back to be one.
okay...
i'm here rambling about it, but it's like it's not entirely my fault. i was brought up this way, and
i've got someone who is now criticising me, and indirectly, my parents. because
i'm the only child, and also the fact
i'm affected by all the
anime stuffs that i watch, coupled with the C type personality i am, i tend to be protective over the things i have. so when i see someone indirectly insulting my parents or the way they brought me up, well, the old me would be lashing at the person, literately. and if it's faced to face, let's just say that the last time i did that my friend had to drag me away. but of course, fall on deaf ears, or rather blind eyes, coupled with a remark that says
i'm childish and immature.
and well, the thing is that having something that large scaled thrown at me, by labelling me as '
JC people', the context simply just don't apply to me anymore. and it affects quite a number of people. and i was also going to do the same thing, but luckily with
Zeph's convo box just next door, i decided not to do it because,
Confucius says 'do not unto others what you would not wish done to you'. plus...
Zeph would be also labeled...
ok, more ranting at home.
i'll get out of here as soon as possible.
whahaha. my hands are freezing!
