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Wednesday, May 23, 2007

this is the 40th post on this blog. great number.

it seems like a long time ago i had a day of peace. so long that i have long forgotten how it feels like to be in that day. and it looks like i have been accumulating bad days.

just today, i receive some bad news. what bad news is that? NTU has rejected my application. great don't you think? now one star has fallen. and already the world seems a less bright.

i don't know what to do now. seriously. it just occur to me that maybe this is the end of the road or something, end of show, end of time.

someone tell me what to do... or at least let me find comfort somewhere...

and tomorrow is the day where the end is here. literately. for pirates anyway...

nothing went right. nothing is going the right way also. i'm tired of having horrible days. can't i have something for a change? like a brighter and better day? or even a better life? fine. one might argue that a better life is the outcome of hardwork. if that's the case i give up.

i'm left alone here.

hey fate, life, hope and er... who else... luck! so you guys satisfied?

.~*^Twilight Ring^*~.:

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