Sunday, April 1, 2007
the other day managed to get the torrent done in a few minutes, watched the team
Go-getters 'out of the gate', found it pretty interesting and cute, brings back many memories, good ones and sad ones of course.
went back to the series this morning due to being up early with a flu and found that the show just never fails to disappoint me, always leaving me in tears, and laughing at the end of the 20 minutes plus episode.
sometimes i wonder, if possible, i want a time machine. well, i don't mind if it's the 'moonlight box' translate directly into chinese it's
'yue guang bao he', or the gigantic machine that brings me to the past or future. doesn't matter which one or how it looks like.
then i can go back to the times which i enjoy the most and experience it. well i won't change anything happening back in the past, for everything that i've done back there brings together what i am today.
well, if there's one thing i want to change, i'll change my diet in the past. that way i won't be so fat as i am now and get to wear those pretty clothes my friends are wearing now. and to save myself from all the name-callings and the nagging from my relatives and parents.well first stop i'll go as far as i can remember is back to primary 4. that time it's really carefree days. i remember chinese lessons i'd be talking to my friends about everything under the sun and the teacher won't care. hahaha!
then i'll fast-forward a little to the holiday in the same year that i went to Australia. well, my first time i went overseas on a plane, and considering that time my photos looked great because i was still not classified as 'overweight' hahaha! kinda like that time, especially the parts at Sunshine Coast, where it's vast clean coast without anybody there. and the thing about it is that the different sand there is there, and just nice i was wearing pink and red. hahaha! and the movie and dream worlds just rocks!
then next is after PSLE during primary 6.
wow that time is the best, because i've got game boy, a great computer, and all i have to do is to go to school and play, come home and play, so it's play play and more play. but i hate the BCG parts... nevermind, hate needles and things that are sharp.
well if i really want to go back, it'll be the times during very young. very very young. where i would go downstairs back at the old house during evening time and play with the other kids on the block. we would run here and there, cycle and have fun. well there are times i get into trouble, not my fault entirely but still. haha. that time, nobody cared who was better than another, no results to worry about, no issues on allowance blah blah blah.
that's why people say, years when you are young is the best because of the worry-free life you lead. the most you care about is the amount of time you put into studying, then don't fail at the CAs and SAs, and make sure you get to the next year. and it's only a few subjects to worry about, not like now...
imagine someone talking to me about carbo cations or fisical policy when i was like in primary 2,3,4 or 5... i probably would just clonk the idiot with the water gun in my hand or cycle off, shouting 'stupid idiot' after i'm out of range.
haha, now when i think of it, i am the 'stupid idiot', i always have been, up till now and still am one.
but then like
Edna in
Incredibles says
'I never look back darling, it distracts from the now', which is very true, people should always look to the future and take the past as a lesson and tresure the present. treasure the present i believe i'm doing it and is quite good at it, look to the future i think i'm like borderline pass, and take the past as a lesson is definately an 'F'.
but there's one thing i don't think i'd do if i get the time machine,
that is to go to the future. sure, i'm really curious about what i'd look like and the state i'd be in in like 6 or 7 years down the road. but then life would be no fun if you already know the ending.
but seriously,
i don't want to know. my guess for the 'me' 6 or 7 years down the road is a pathetic person. someone who has a job but isn't paying well, probably all my friends are either GMs or HODs, or even professionals while i'm still trying to get out of the mudpit. then some of my friends or relatives would have their significant others ready to be offically their spouses, while i have my heart stumped many times. er, no wait. judging from the state i'm in now, i think i'll be completely 'experience-less' in that aspect and probably be the laughing stock of my pals and relatives. then those who wishes to remain 'independent' and 'self-sufficient' would be millionaires by that time and i'm like a 'thousandaire' at that. haha.
then another possibility is that when i travel through the time machine i find myself in hell or hades. because i died during the next few years. wow cool. if that's the case i get to know where people go after life!
ya right... i'll probably never wake up or gone insane when i get back to the present hahaha!!!honestly, think about it, if you're in my shoes, would you go into the time machine to see what future you have? i don't think so.
given me if i press the wrong button or the time machine decides to play 'mix and match', i'll go back to the past after seeing the future, do several things that i always wanted to do or didn't have the courage to do, enjoy everything that there is then come back to the present, go home, write a will, go to the rooftop, then jump off. even if i'm in the present and i can change the future, i don't think i would, because the shock is there already and i'm on the lazy side so i guess the sooner you go hades, the sooner you reincarnate or rot in hell or whatever there is.
somebody give me a
big huggable soft squishy cute lovable plushie please...
