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Thursday, April 19, 2007
the end is really near.
my applications to universities, it's either i get them soon, or i'm dead, perished, erased from the world.
somehow i have this ominious feeling that i'm dying soon. and that a letter of rejection is about to come...
ok, take away the fact that i've been downluck for almost... i dunno, many many years. it's my fault that i didn't do well in the A's. while my friends are receiving letters of successful applications, i'm here dreading the moment when judgement day comes and trumpet sounds.
i think quite literately, i'm doomed.
given a choice, either doomed of not being able to get in university or '100 years before the mast', i'll take the 100 years. at least, i have something to do, i'm with a job, and the basic necessities are taken care of.
or maybe some enchantress or wizard would be so kind as to transform me into something else, or get me into another universe where there's no such thing as university...
boils down to one thing, just kill me now.
oh yea i made another pair of bracelets today. this time without chains. i called them 'caribbean dreams' and 'angel reef'. sea theme again? well goes to show what movie i'm watching now... as usual, no surprise. though i have one 'lavender garden' and one unamed one... .~*^Twilight Ring^*~.: