Wednesday, March 14, 2007
went
bugis with
Qianz, but didn't buy anything, just went there to collect a form she needs for her audition on
thursday and had pasta for lunch, then we went over to her house to help her with the music stuff.
sorry pal for the horrible Aural practices and all the best for thursday.came home and stared blankly at the screen for like 2 minutes before i realise what time it was and how hungry i was. why, because i was rather irritated at the fact that i woke up this morning to find
no reviews for the new chapter... and up till now it's only counting
2...
had this sudden urge to go to a place where there are a lot of flowers to help formulate the story. botanical gardens, actually want to go tomorrow morning, then my mum said the place is too big and it's not a good idea to go there on my own...
nutz...
fine, i shan't go...i have no idea why the sudden surge of interest in flowers, because history records that i
hated them. well partially due to the story...
i was reading through the story, sort of feeling sorry for myself because of the review count, i realised i envied the heroin in my stories... really,
i'm not kidding.
suddenly it
occured to me, why is it that i can write stories like that
(though they are nowhere near the standards of the great writers of the world and ff.net), and yet my life is the complete opposite of what happens in the stories?
but, compare myself and my heroins...
haha, what a joke. perhaps i just don't deserve what they got, so it's just me, myself and i...
sometimes i just want to get out of here, go somewhere where it's quiet, like a mountain range with two loyal dogs, an eagle and a horse. then live there for a period of time. no one would notice
i'm gone anyway...
in the past when i watch shows, i look at some of the evil characters, there are those who 'just want to take back what belongs to them in the first place'. i wonder if one day i would become someone like them...
if i am a villain, who's the hero who would defeat me? 