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Friday, March 16, 2007

sometimes i wonder what did i did in the previous life that brought me to this state today.

in buddhism, they say 'what you left undone in the previous life, you finish it in this', 'what deeds you did in the previous life, you answer for them in this'...

so i guess i'm here to pay back whatever i did in the previous life. given a chance, i want to know who the bloody heck i was in my previous life (if there was one), i don't give a bloody heck about the future, because that would be no fun (although i'm rather curious).

but i can roughly guess what kind of person i was. a mean, selfish, unkind, unreasonable, barbaric, ugly, uncivilised person... hmm... maybe.

because i can't be a kind, caring, beautiful, patient, helpful, blah blah blah...

so i guess hmm... pretty obvious. i'm either a creditor, or someone who does mafia work...

then i think the best thing to do now is to repay my debts, and uh... cultivate a better next life...

but then... sigh...

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